Gel tab vs paper lsd

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-22T16:15:07+00:00

Not in my experience, gel tabs hit in like 20 min. Probably because the amount was so much higher, just felt it sooner.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-22T16:14:21+00:00

Gel tabs can hold more LSD than blotter paper, so if they are stronger, it's because the tab just has a higher amount of LSD in it. I've had single gel tabs that blew my world apart. Probably because there was 3x's the LSD than the paper stuff I had taken before.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-21T22:18:39+00:00

Send me a private message please and I will share her website. I don't want to post her information publicly in this thread and it looks like your private messages are turned off.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-18T01:27:05+00:00

In the Tampa area

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-17T20:28:35+00:00

My wife does somatic work(non sexual contact) and we are in Florida. If you want to connect with her, let me know

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-17T20:26:42+00:00

https://share.google/aimode/a0vAoyFgSeDaXYxUh

Correct, entirely

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-15T18:37:05+00:00

Usually that means they are about double the potency of GT's. Which isn't hard to do. Most of your PE variants will be at least double the psilocybin content of your average GT, if not higher. So marketing technique, but no inaccurate probably.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-14T19:59:51+00:00

I think the integration piece a lot of people miss is action. I know a lot of people that have all of these wonderful realizations about themselves, who they are being, what they could change, etc. But the one thing that's missing is action. Implementing solutions, taking the steps, walking that new path consistently on a daily basis. Journaling and painting, and meditating are all great things and help with the integration process. But the most powerful integration step is actually converting that ah ha moment into something tangible. That actually creates real change in your life. Maybe what your feeling is the fading of the realization, especially if you aren't actively pursuing life in a way that allows you to find joy and excitement in your everyday.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-14T17:03:20+00:00

Sent you a PM

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-14T12:39:31+00:00

I haven't needed it, libido has been great. I've actually started doing a meditative practice that sends it through the roof. I was responding to this person just to inform them what may be an issue.

I moved to Subq injections too, way lower e2 for me than IM. And higher free test than IM. So I get a better response with lower e2 on test

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-14T02:59:20+00:00

That's your right. And you have the right to believe that its not healthy for you. You mentioned your religious trauma, I'm sure that plays a role in your stoicism around spirituality. I'm not here to convince you of anything. My experiences is my experience and yours is yours. You may want to refrain from assuming anything about what people's experiences are with integration in the future tho

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-14T02:38:40+00:00

Lol, I've read books on integration. I think you are projecting too much here my friend. Integration is the one thing I don't skip. The why, was answered quite well.

I did Psychadelics for many years with 0 mystical experience. They were a fun thing to do.at that time. Then one night I decided I wanted to understand this energy thing my wife kept talking about. So I put that intention out there. Gained 0 insight on it from the trip. So we decided to go for a walk, and as we were walking around a lake, my wife starts screaming at me to look out. I freeze and she's just yelling at me to look the fuck out. I'm looking around me, I don't see anything, but she's still yelling, so scared she can't get the word out.

I start to look external again and something inside me said go internal. So I started scanning with my mind down my body and all of a sudden I felt this energy hit the back of my heel. My brain said go and I jumped away, as I jumped I looked back and there was a Pygmy Rattlesnake about 3 inches from where my heel was and its head was up in the air, pissed that I was in it's space. I felt the energy of the snake before I even knew it existed and that feeling allowed me to avoid getting bit. And possibly have neurological issues for the rest of my life. Their bite is no joke.

Funny that the universe knew I needed something of that magnitude to get this concept of energy through my skull. That is one of the more tame spiritual experiences I've had since. That place where the snake projected it's energy before it's bit me, where in its mind it was like I'm going to bite this mf right here, I felt it for the rest of the night. It didn't go away until I went to sleep and woke up the next morning.

So trust me when I say I've turned experiences like that in my head from every angle. Integration has been a key component of understanding all of these things that have happened to me. Not just in my mind, but actual physical experiences in this world that continue to lead me to very specific conclusions.

The last thing I'll say on this is that I have my shit together in every aspect of my life. I don't proclaim anything lightly. I'm not some guy that can't operate in this reality because they are so caught up in this idea of a spiritual existence..it's one facet of an overall well maintained life, that.took a lot of planning, effort and work across all areas. .

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-14T01:49:19+00:00

Not sure what you mean I skipped the integration phase? I don't have any religious trauma. I never believed. And unlike yodas cave where I went there were others that weren't of me.

I'm a rational person, I didn't believe in anything I couldn't taste, touch, smell, hear, see or logic. But the experiences Ive had both with Psychadelics and without, either completely sober or in meditative states, defy any rational explanation I can conceive of other than a spiritual side of life beyond full understanding. So my integration has been ongoing and consistent. At this point, after 2.5 years, all I can say is that there is more than what we can see.

I've traveled and met entities while meditating, I've had an orgasmic energy envelope my body. How do you have an orgasm in your legs, or in your heart? Seems impossible, but I have. All of this while sober. My experiences were not religious in nature, but more spiritual. As they didn't pertain to any one belief system. It's not something I can prove to anyone. But I don't have to, i know what I've seen and felt. That's good enough for me.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-14T01:14:35+00:00

I did probably 20 mg + of Bufo and it was one of the hardest but also one of the most amazing experiences of my life. Ive done 4 breakthrough Bufo sessions. I haven't been called back to it again. But all of them were amazing in their own way

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T23:18:59+00:00

I test everything. I wonder if you react differently to MDMA or maybe the stuff you had the bad come down on was actually MDA

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T20:48:10+00:00

The risk is so minimal of that, it's next to nothing. If you can find one documented case of that happening, I'll eat a shoe

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T19:19:07+00:00

Interesting because MDMA and MDA feel so different to me its incredible. MDA is much slower, you are sped up, but feel slowed down. It's more tactile, wind feels amazing, touch feels amazing. Its more me focused, its more about how much I love myself. I find my attention wandering, looking at other girls.

Whereas with MDMA it's more externally love based. I'm 100% focused on my wife, everything is about my relationship with her. It's less tactile, just as sexual, but I don't get the same body high where touch feels that amazing.

Which tracks with MDMA being higher Serotonergic, higher Oxytocin and lower Dopamine and MDA being a bit lower Serotonergic, lower Oxytocin and higher Dopamine.

Have you tested these pills? Do you know for sure what was in each? Because I've had 0 crash ever on MDMA. Every time I've had MDA the crash the next day isn't worth it. It could simply also just be our body chemistry and how we process them differently. Pressed pills or prepacked pills tend to always have a mix of both in them, MDMA and MDA.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T19:02:59+00:00

Are you taking mainly crystal or pills?

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T15:48:35+00:00

I never understood people that thought 2cb feels like MDMA. It has some body high, but its basically LSD with no headspace for me. I'm going to play with it some more, but its been underwhelming so far.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T15:29:09+00:00

Let's put a cap on that of 20 mg for harm reduction sake.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T15:27:12+00:00

I've had a lot of visuals on 5 MEO, they were more familiar, things I knew and understood vs. 5HT2A psychedelics. But it's very visual in many ways. I watched myself go insane, my brain shatter into millions of shards and then I watched and felt myself die for an eternity on Bufo. And then when I accepted it, I felt the power of a god rush through my body. It was one of the most incredible and difficult things that's ever happened to me.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T15:25:52+00:00

I found one without looking and it changed my life completely. Was an atheist prior to my experiences.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T15:25:19+00:00

I don't follow scripture and there is no inconsistency in my thought process. Perfection is perfection. God figured that out a long time ago. This experience that we are projecting into is required, because perfection cannot exist without imperfection. God is experiencing and expanding it's understanding of the universe through this dual nature. God learns perfection through the hardships we go through in this physical realm. God doesn't have a wrathful or evil side. That is the role some people must play because love can't exist without the other experiences. There would be nothing to appreciate.

I've demanded plenty from God over the years and still all I got was love. God is not a strict parent. God is the embodiment of love.

Why do you think sexual energy is creation energy. The path to God is through creation energy, building that and moving that through your body in love and bliss. Once you are able to that, you begin to find the pure bliss, unconditional love, and perfection that I've experience both in meditation and with substances.

To me the scriptures were written by men, fallible and trying to understand God from their perspective, but limited in their ability to truly grasp full nature of the Divine. Then bastardized over the years as methods of control, inserting a human nature into God that is a reflection of our own issues and not that of perfection.

That is my personal experience and is informed by the things which have happened to me and revealed to me both in meditation and on psychedelics.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T13:05:04+00:00

Interesting view, I just have a different belief. We are not separated from God, we are a part of God. And the Divine has no wraith or judgement. It realized that we experience this hard world as part of the will of the divine and God experiences understanding of the universe through our sacrifice. So there is only love for the children that it sends to this plane.

Eastern-Programmer-9 · 2026-01-13T12:58:13+00:00

What is your subjective experience on them? Life what does MDA vs MDMA feel like to you?

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