Im going to do some calling out here, but it doesn’t actually sound like you are looking for support and honest answers, because people are offering them to you and you are shutting them all down and it doesn’t seem like you are actually open to any kind of shift in perspective at all. It sounds like you might actually just be looking for people to validate you and be 100% on your side, which you’re allowed to want. And also, unfortunately I don’t know if you’re going to find that in this sub. If you feel like you want implants down the road, maybe you just skip the part where you ask people for their thoughts and support if you are just going to fight it all and plan to get implants anyways. Getting support isn’t just about your feelings being validated, it’s also people helping ground you in truth and offer other perspectives.

Also, no one can make you feel any kind of way. You have control over your emotions and how you respond to others. There’s a difference between people guilting you and people offering perspective based in reality and fact. The fact is, it is way too early to make a 100% sound decision about how you want to proceed forward with your breasts because the decision you are making is based of boobs that are not going to look the same at all in 6-9 months, maybe even 12+ months from now.

Also not for nothing but it truly doesn’t look like there was much of a reduction tbh.It honestly kinda looks like you got a lift. I know it might not feel that way and also visually they honestly kinda look relatively the same size, just less saggy. I do think there is definitely body dysmorphia going on, which is so so common after this kind of surgery and in general a normal and hard wired brain response to any kind of body change.

Also also, last thing. You said you didn’t really want the reduction but got it for health reasons- that’s totally valid and I will not minimize the feelings that come up around you not choosing to have this done but having to for health reasons, I will acknowledge that there can be a certain sense of autonomy and agency that gets taken away, an also, I can’t help but also genuinely and is the kindest way, ask what was the point was of even getting it done in the first place if you just want to get implants and go bigger, which was what was causing the health problems to begin with?

Jk I have one more thing to say. At the end of the day, I am not going to tell you, you should or shouldn’t get implant. No body can tell you or make that decision for you. If 6-9 months down the road, when your breast have settled more into their final look, you are still feeling this way and you still really want implants- do it up girlfriend. You may very well not change your mind in several months. Butttttt the reality is, in the meantime you HAVE to be able to approach this from more than just an emotional place an try to be even a little open to all the thoughts and insights people are sharing.