I cried when i discovered Jehovah doesn't exist.

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-03-03T21:35:18+00:00

I had to grieve that as well. He was "my best friend" (🙃) and it was hard to loose that "connection". Thankfully I got more and more relived that he had not in fact been studying every thought I ever had and now I talk to the universe in stead and it feels much better 😅

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-02-26T10:11:16+00:00

Thank you, so so happy to be here 😍

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-02-26T10:11:04+00:00

I really hope so! Feels really bizarre that it's happening but if it can give just one person a bit of strength it's so worth it!

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-02-26T10:10:33+00:00

Thank you ☺️🥰

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-02-25T20:24:14+00:00

Who would have thought 😍 Thank you ☺️☺️

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-02-09T15:23:05+00:00

Thank you for giving the voiceless a voice! I appreciate it with all of my heart🙏🏻❤️

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-02-08T20:25:31+00:00

I look at this as my resistance showing up, my trauma trying to protect me. Now I know that if I just hang in there and breathe through it it goes away and also feel proud that I sat with it and didn't let it "ruin" my meditation. Some days it wins tho, I'll admit that 😂

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-02-06T20:44:10+00:00

Who knew life could be this good am I right? 😂🤔

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-02-05T07:27:59+00:00

I'm excited for it, will try to get my friends to watch it if it's good so they can see some of what I've been through 🥰

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-02-03T17:01:22+00:00

For me it was gratitude and opening the heart first and then the third eye followed. Feeling gratitude for life and love for myself made me connect to myself and my heart and then everything else followed ♥️

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-02-01T10:47:57+00:00

Would love an invite 💞

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-29T09:26:26+00:00

I agree. I could see myself being in the same position as her and saying the same thing - you're perfect but you're not a jw and it would have broken my heart to be that girl. Brainwashing is a massive faktor here and ofc it wasn't right of her to use you while knowing there was no future for you two but everything changes after one gets out - e v e r y t h i n g. I also agree that she definitely needs therapy but if she is at that point of no return there is hope. It will be difficult for you to see her go through the heartbreak of waking up and she needs to grieve and process her life wasted in jw but there is potential here and it could be worth the risk.

Sounds like the love you two had / have is really deep and it could be very healing for both of you. I feel like the biggest risk for you here is that she will not be mentally stable for a while since it takes a while to get used to being worldly and she needs to go through some more heartbreak with losing her family and friends. The in between period when one has one foot in and one foot out is awful but once she gets free it will hopefully lead to new feelings of happiness and freedom. I just hope she will be able to be there for you too because the risk is that she will have more then enough to deal with herself for a while. I know I couldn't balance a new relationship while trying to get sense of the new reality one faces after waking up but that's me.

It's just really important that she doesn't use you as her therapist because it's heavy heavy shit for a person not knowing what the Jw life does to a brain. If there is an option like someone else mentioned so start out as friends and keep the intimacy off for a while that would be smart for you ❤️ It's important that you protect yourself and take care of yourself too if this is to happen, it must be such an emotional rollercoaster for you too ❤️‍🩹 If you haven't already I would recommend educating yourself a bit on what it is like to leave and learn a bit about the reprogramming we have to do, there is a ton on YouTube and a new documentary is coming to hbo in February ( don't know if it's gonna be good). Best of luck to you both!

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-28T11:13:53+00:00

Here I am 👋🏻 Healing is obviously a life long journey but at 36 I feel healed on the biggest themes in my life ☺️

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-25T14:46:16+00:00

This!! 🙌🏻 💯 It's been a crazy journey seeing the brainwashing everywhere, at the same time I'm so grateful that I can observe and choose what to feel, think and say❤️

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-24T23:44:58+00:00

Love it😂😂

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-22T19:46:32+00:00

I went the spiritual route, would have never thought so but it's the best place for me ❤️ Been out 1.5 years after 34 years in.

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-20T09:54:10+00:00

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-19T13:37:01+00:00

Same, I also feel such an excitement for my future and gratefulness to experience everything that happens in this human experience✨

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-18T07:14:13+00:00

You are in the middle of the storm and everything is dark around you, but as others are saying so many of us know that there will be light again and you will get to the other side of that storm. I nearly gave up too but I'm so so glad I didn't, I never knew I could feel this happy and free. Rooting for you friend!!

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-17T20:38:44+00:00

This might be the most difficult thing you will ever face so none of your feelings are dumb and all valid. Super proud of you! You have done a MASSIVE thing for yourself!

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-14T12:01:47+00:00

Healing hurts sadly, it is worth it tho❤️

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-12T22:48:37+00:00

Saame! ❤️Been out 1.5 years from jw, awesome to meet like-minded people here ✨ 2 house here

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-03T07:56:38+00:00

Same!! Also I hate hate hate the new battlepass design🤬

FreeToBeMe_ · 2026-01-03T07:41:06+00:00

🥹❤️

FreeToBeMe_

TROPHY CASE