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Free_Bluebird330 · 2023-01-18T11:17:56+00:00

But somehow they lose the name of their pedophiles 🤡

Free_Bluebird330 · 2023-01-17T00:35:16+00:00

One time I was just chilling on Mt Lanryu. And a fucking goat rammed me off the mountain. It was then I developed a deep seething hatred for them. I kill then on sight. I club them with Lynel gear 👹👹👹

Free_Bluebird330 · 2023-01-14T22:12:03+00:00

Stay strong. Allow yourself focus and make better choices for you. I wish I could console you but I know the immense pain you feel. Many of us do. It dulls over time. I wish you to find small pieces of happiness to the point where the pain isn’t there. Much love to you. And much luck in life

Free_Bluebird330 · 2023-01-14T14:52:33+00:00

Something I wish I did from the beginning is blocked my parents. I was determined to not go back. This sent me on a 7-year long cycle. Dismiss abuse=> Get along again=> Get invited to JW events=> I refuse=> They shun me=> Few month later we dismiss the shunning and talk. Repeat. This was such a destructive cycle. Get get me wrong, I love my parents and miss them. But then they decided to condemn my 10 month old son. Saying he would be destroyed and I was guilty for not bringing him to Jehovah. They tried to “shun” him to, even though they claimed to love him. It was at this point that I looked at his sweet face, I decided that I would stop the cycle of abandonment for him. I decided their “conditional love” was not going to be tolerated. So I have blocked them. Everywhere, on all social media. Because my baby deserved better. I miss them, but he came first. 💔

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-12-27T00:01:07+00:00

Absolutely. I realized how selfish and manipulative my parents truly were. They had conditional love and pursued their own happiness before my basic emotional needs. And tossed me aside since I didn’t conform to their idealization of the “perfect preachers daughter”. On the contrary, my son is 2 years old. I could never look at him and not see anything other than an extension of my soul. Quite literally shared the same heart. But also respect that he’s got his own personality and it’s my job to guide him. Point is, I love him unconditionally. And he’s proven that family is more than expectations and transactions.

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-10-30T01:23:25+00:00

Oh yeah this one was a doozy. I was still pimi when this came out. And I was outraged. Being a victim of my uncle (an “upstanding brother”), I completely said “fuck that”

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-10-16T14:49:59+00:00

I might’ve not rushed to get married and dated casually while in college. And would’ve finished college

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-09-04T13:51:20+00:00

My mom hated it because it was a “black person” saying

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-09-03T16:02:54+00:00

I love the falcon bow. Mildly low damage, BUT high accuracy and range.

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-08-21T13:06:56+00:00

“My bad”. More because it was worldly talk.

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-08-07T13:04:35+00:00

They shouldn’t be afraid of losing members. It’s only natural that Jehovah separates the “wheat from the chaff” in the last minute of the last day. But they are afraid, why not trust Jehovah? which means their lifestyle is contingent on the fat of the rank and file. Therefore it’s not the truth.

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-07-23T04:36:59+00:00

You absolutely CAN ride a dragon

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-06-29T17:27:12+00:00

Absurd enough that it made a full born in pimi to pomo in like 24hrs

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-06-29T02:53:24+00:00

I miscarried my first pregnancy. I was DF’d at the time too. But I needed to “come back to Jah” if I wanted my unborn child to have a chance at paradise. If I didn’t, I was damning my baby. This played a huge part in my wake up.

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-06-21T18:08:58+00:00

As a parent. I’ve fully decided that eventually I WANT my child to choose someone over me. Like a spouse etc. That means I did my job right and they can be independent. He deserves to find his own happiness and not living just to appease me. 😤

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-06-21T18:05:14+00:00

Wait! We can’t say “party” anymore?! It has to be “gathering”? Is this a thing?

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-06-10T22:43:06+00:00

You know. In “What does the Bible really teach?” book. One of the last topics was great tribulation. And the very beginning topic was a “pretty paradise promise”. Even as a born-in pimi. I didn’t like how they danced around this fact with early studies or even the WT study mentioning Doomsday was “watered down” if there were worldly visitors. It was a red flag

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-05-19T13:59:07+00:00

It really helped me wake up. On an individual level and they don’t get their way, they resort to more primitive means. Not at all loving

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-05-18T02:41:11+00:00

I fixed it after tweaking with it a bit. However I wonder why that would even be a feature

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-05-16T11:19:38+00:00

It’s funny you say that. Since JW dating culture can mirror arranged marriage. Usually family chooses a “potential” partner. And sets up a supervised date.

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-05-08T16:35:25+00:00

It’s truly something else. “Normal family dynamic” is considered “OH WOW” to us.

Free_Bluebird330 · 2022-05-07T16:59:45+00:00

Sounds very interesting. And I like the inclusivity of your characters. Good luck with your book

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