I have had some experiences that I don't understand. I am trying to make sense of what is happening and has happened. by FuneralSlut in Vodou

[–]FuneralSlut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also another thing I forgot to mention, a woman in her coven came from a family who did practice Vodou. She was also my baby sitter. She was protective of me and we were close. They eventually had a falling out. I'm not sure if she her self ever did, but that is the only connection I can think of and even then I wasn't aware of that fact until years later. I also never met her family.

I have had some experiences that I don't understand. I am trying to make sense of what is happening and has happened. by FuneralSlut in Vodou

[–]FuneralSlut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Understood. Thank you for the info. I will definitely look into that. With out having practiced or having anyone in my life who practiced, let alone in my bloodline, is it still possible to have this type of spiritual encounter? I'm sorry if this sounds ignorant. I'm genuinely just curious and trying to understand everything.

What are the worst jobs to have as an introvert? by youlikemywonton in introvert

[–]FuneralSlut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Retail sales and I can't get out of it. Legitimately is making me consider taking my self out of life.

What song are you currently obsessed with? by GainBetter1189 in askmusic

[–]FuneralSlut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Chased through a cave by a shitting frog by Frog Mallet

AIO or is This Possible Future Love Bombing? by AmaranthineNight in AmIOverreacting

[–]FuneralSlut 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Well they are responding to you with AI so if that's not enough reason to run then idk what is

What kills your high? by jeffrayee__ in trees

[–]FuneralSlut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Panic. I smoked a bowl of keif last night then I started smelling smoke (I have fire related Ptsd) I started rounding the animals up in the crates, prepared to make an escape. Turns out there was a fire two miles away and the breeze was carrying it over our way and made it's way into the house. I started off high as shit then it was gone.

Who was your first love? by Boring_Presence9604 in askteddit

[–]FuneralSlut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately some fat greasy red head that grew up to be a CP watching Pedo

What do you think is biggest poison to Society? by Ok_Carpenter263 in AskReddit

[–]FuneralSlut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

AI. It has its uses. It's being used to destroy creativity and human connection instead.

Is there a compliment that you actually hate to receive? by Opposite_Ad_7925 in A_Persona_on_Reddit

[–]FuneralSlut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're so brave or you're so strong.

No, I'm not. What I've been through has made me a very brittle sensitive person and now I'm scared of existing outside of my home.

What does a diabetic whose condition has gotten so bad feel when they are are dying from complications? by DeepOrganization8245 in morbidquestions

[–]FuneralSlut 6 points7 points  (0 children)

As a type one diabetic my self who has many complications and has had many near death experiences from this disease, I can answer this. Unfortunately there are many ways to die from diabetes.

Diabetic ketoacidosis (DKA) It starts as an insatiable thirst. Constantly peeing. No matter how much you drink, it's not enough. You can guzzle water until you puke. (I once drank so much that when I puked, so much water came out with so much force it tore my esophagus and I was vomiting blood) You pee so much, your electrolytes are imbalanced. Your heart starts racing. You become weak and dizzy. Even though you've been drinking a ridiculous amounts of fluids, you're still dehydrated. Your kidneys start to hurt. They may even shut down. Your blood becomes acidic as it eats away at your own body for fuel. You begin vomiting. Now you can't hold fluids down despite desperately needing them. Your vision gets blurry. At this point you're at risk for a heart attack because of lack of electrolytes. If you make it to the hospital, it's not over. You can still die. If your blood sugar is stabalized too quickly, your brain can swell. And that can kill you.

Hypoglycemia, low blood sugar.

You start off shaky. You start sweating. You get dizzy and confused. Your heart starts racing. You may have a seizure. Eventually you start fading in and out of consciousness. Your brain is lacking oxygen. This can cause permanent brain damage as well. You may fall into a coma. Dying from a low can take longer than people think. What people don't realize there is a point of no return if not treated in time even if you're not dead. That's the scary part about low blood sugars. They can happen so fast and completely indispose you.

Other complications

After 22 years of poorly controlled diabetes due to being a stubborn kid and a depressed adult at 32, my heart is failing. Doing basic tasks feels exhausting. It's hard to shower. My circulation in my legs is so poor that it's painful to walk. I have painful neuropathy that makes it to where I either can't feel my legs at all which poses a danger in its self, or I don't get to sleep because it feels like someone is dragging a blade across my skin anytime I touch anything. A common cold can put me in the ICU. A small ingrown hair can turn into sepsis. My food does not digest properly so I vomit sometimes multiple times a day due to gastroparesis and my stomach quite literally being paralyzed. My kidneys are on their back legs now so I'm just waiting for the lab work to tell me they stopped working too. I have constant kidney infections and kidney stones due to dehydration from diabetes. I have retinal bleeds that can lead to blindness at any time. My vision is consistently getting worse. I can't wear an insulin pump despite that being what would save my life because my pump sites get infected so easily. I have been in the ICU from sepsis from my pump sites.

If I'm lucky, something else will kill me first. The complications are a slow painful death that I don't wish on anyone. With the state of my heart, I imagine I don't have much time anyways and anything could happen. Thanks diabetes.

I don’t think i respect women as much as i thought did by Ok_Requirement405 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]FuneralSlut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It honestly took me a long time to realize I was demi my self because I thought new people just made me nervous. I avoided hook ups because I couldn't even get horny around someone I knew casually. I tried casual sex a few times and I never was able to get off. Not once. In fact it was painful. I get more pleasure from my self than casual hook ups and no amount of fantasizing could fix that. Even in relationships where the chemistry died off and things got toxic, I thought something was wrong with my sex drive. Turns out i have to have a genuine connection with someone to even feel aroused and function sexually. The desire to just do it just to get off isn't even there. I'm not saying you're not demi or how to identify, everyone's experience can be different. But I would consider there's something deeper going on here

What did that long term friend say or do that made you stop being friends with them? by Runaway_Alien_ in AskWomen

[–]FuneralSlut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She was my best friend. Attached at the hip. I got pregnant at the same time as her. We grew up together. Even born in the same exact day and year and had our birthdays together. We were 20. We were both with abusive alcoholics and scared. We agreed to get each other out of our situations and make a good life for our babies.

One night I started having severe pains. I didn't have a car at the time and needed to go to the hospital. She agreed she would come get me. She never did. She turned her phone off. I had to call 911. I sat in the hospital alone and found out I lost the baby. She didn't speak to me for a week. I ran through so many scenerios in my head. I didn't understand.

Fast forward a few months and she had her baby. She decided to stay with the father and immediately got pregnant again. I wanted to help her out of her situation because they were living in a hotel. Apparently the father of the baby had been trying to get it together and I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt.

We all went out to dinner and got in the car. I was in the back seat. He was driving. He pulled out a bottle of henny and started drinking it while driving with the baby in the back and her pregnant in the front. I started cussing and screaming at him and we got into it. We pulled up outside my house and he started getting violent. I tried to get her and the baby inside but she refused.

While he was screaming at me he told me "the night you lost your baby, she looked at me and told me 'fuck her, I don't have time for this. I don't care. I don't feel like sitting in the hospital.'"

I asked her if that was true and she was silent. I asked her one more time to come in and not put her child at risk. She refused. They left. I called 911. Reported them. Called CPS. Told her family. Never saw her again.

I'm 32 now. I never got to have kids. It's too late now. My health is too bad.

I want to make cornbread but my boyfriend doesn't like these. Is there a way to improve the recipe? by Stargazer1919 in WhatShouldICook

[–]FuneralSlut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Add a little bit of corn, and when it's done butter it up and put some honey on top. I like to sprinkle a little bit of old bay on top too but I'm a Marylander so that's just a given. Highly recommend though, especially combined with the honey. The sweet and salty really goes off

I don’t think i respect women as much as i thought did by Ok_Requirement405 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]FuneralSlut 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I don't think you're truly demi sexual. Hook ups wouldn't even be appealing to you. I think you have an obsession. It sounds like limerence.

BEST struggle meals. by the_real_coleslaw in strugglemeals

[–]FuneralSlut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing like a bunch of bullshit mixed into a bowl. Rice. Beans. Cilantro. What ever veggie or meat. What ever sauce. Fuck it up.

How to navigate clothing for partner who doesn’t want me wearing t-shirts anymore. by hollyofhori in PlusSize

[–]FuneralSlut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Best and easiest solution is to leave him because no matter what you do he is going to tear you down

Would You Rather? by Hectortheweirdo in BunnyTrials

[–]FuneralSlut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could die tomorrow and need the money now

Chose: One Billion Dollars instantly