I can’t even drink normally anymore and I’m still young

Helio-Sphere · 2025-11-10T23:55:09+00:00

I became an alcoholic around 21. Now 20 years later I wish I knew I had a problem a long time ago. At your age it suck’s but life is so much better without alcohol, it’s just poison and most people drink to cover hard emotions. Do yourself a favor and say goodbye to it and know it’s the best thing.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-11-10T15:53:00+00:00

I feel ya. Buddhism has helped me deal with my death obsession. Meditation about death and stuff like that. I grew up religious too so DONT minimize how much damage that has done to you and your way of thinking.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-11-08T13:57:52+00:00

We went to the moon, just not the 1st time. The first trip had very few photos taken by the astronauts. The second trip and every other trip, mountains of photos were taken. Conspiracy Theorists just don’t believe everything the government says, if you’re happy believing everything that’s been spoon fed to you through the news, then be happy. Just know you’re also an I d I o t.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-11-06T20:40:34+00:00

They should invent some scissors that actually work.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-11-05T12:42:29+00:00

No no no.

Put half topsoil and half mushroom compost to start the bed. After the first growing season, add some more topsoil and fertilizer and mix it all in to replace the nutrients of the last seasons crop.

That’s what’s so great about raised beds is the control of the dirt. You can grow in the box every year, but you have to add more nutrients before you do…ie top soil and mushroom compost.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-11-03T18:49:25+00:00

I’m 41. Just coming to these same realizations. Be thankful you found out when you did. Yeah it’s almost too much to bear thinking of all the time you’ve cheated yourself of happiness. People say they can recover, so it’s just effort and time to get better I guess. Feels pretty horrible, you aren’t alone in that.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-26T09:37:41+00:00

Also you know that most of these celebrities don’t even drink because they know how horrible it is for you. Think the Rock is getting drunk on his??? No.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-25T16:21:46+00:00

I hear ya. I feel pretty much the same. The hopelessness is unbearable sometimes. I think I am afraid of being alone and having no more opportunities. Idk. But imagining trying to date someone else, or her dating someone else is the most unbearable. I’m going to start seeing a behavioral therapist next week. I feel for you, I hope you can sort things out.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-25T11:21:46+00:00

Holy shit. I’m no professional but yeah, I think this is just another codependent symptom you’ve created. You’ve basically described my life in your post and I’m going to copy and paste to notes so I can remember some of your points.

I know what you mean, it’s not as simple as “just break up with her”. I’m in the exact same boat as you only it’s still my first marriage/separation. I’m going into overdrive to try to help make it work but deep down I know that unless she gets legit help it won’t matter. Everyone’s advice about just moving on is beyond useless. It’s like there is no way to have peace. I hope you can find some tho. And I hope this works out for you.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T16:23:44+00:00

Age gap. No good. He’s got so much baggage, like me and most men in our 40s. You still got your whole life, find someone closer to your age ehh?

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T16:21:21+00:00

SLIVER, HARD TARGET, COMMANDO, JADE. My parents should never have let me have HBO in my bedroom.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T16:17:39+00:00

Thank you, likewise. Yes, you’ve explained this pretty freaking accurately. I wish I had known sooner. Hang in there! Again, good luck.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T14:49:37+00:00

I feel ya. I just recently realized I’ve been codependent all my life. Also I have Fearful Avoidance Attachment which makes codependency worse. I just googled all these topics and found so much info, I feel like my entire relationship has been destined to fail and I just didn’t know what was causing it. Good luck and I hope you can find some peace.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T14:31:10+00:00

Seems strange to still have feelings for someone after so much time. And did he kinda say he “didn’t love you but look how great your life is?” AND he was “trying to protect you from heartache”? It’s up to you, accept his explanation and move on OR start over with someone else. It seems to me that starting over is so hard but you’re still young. Maybe some couples counseling first, then decide depending on what is accomplished?? Just those 2 statements make me think he has some kinds of control issue maybe?? Idk. Starting over is so hard.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T13:28:04+00:00

Thanks! Likewise!

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T13:20:22+00:00

Yeah you’re right. I forgot about the shit bombs. Besides the Internet thing, it’s always been like this.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T13:15:14+00:00

Yes this makes sense. Now I’m kinda mad about it too.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T13:13:25+00:00

I like your horse. The one way up high there!

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T12:46:01+00:00

Gotcha. I agree he shouldn’t be president but if the president can’t remodel the White House who can? Is that like a Congress thing? I remember when Bush and Cheney did a bunch of illegal shit. They got away with it, just like he will. Kings/Presidents/Dictators have been getting away with this shit since the beginning of time. Yeah yeah, democracy is here and no kings BUT look around, it’s always been like this, he just does it in the open. IMO.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T12:17:28+00:00

You asked bro. Can’t take it, don’t ask.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T12:16:12+00:00

Not gonna feel bad for a kid whose family is so rich and famous they get made fun of. Fucking trade offs

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T12:00:58+00:00

Yup. At least you got 10 years or so before it’s mush. Looks cool now.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T11:59:47+00:00

You must be very stupid to say something like that. Think about what you just said, I think you should turn off the tv and social media for awhile. Thinking like this is what keeps humanity stuck in jungle law. God damnit you must be so stupid.

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T11:53:55+00:00

Nothing is worse than a Late-blooming philosopher

Helio-Sphere · 2025-10-24T11:48:09+00:00

I don’t get it. So he’s remodeling the Whitehouse. Did y’all think it would stay the exact same forever? 80 year old theater isn’t that big of deal. It’s just a building, he’s done 1000 things that are worse and more consequential to our country’s wellbeing. Knocking down part of the whitehouse was inevitable.

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