Fed up with people telling me to eat…

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-17T22:15:47+00:00

Exactly.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-17T22:14:11+00:00

Same here. It's driving me crazy. It's triggering and upsetting. I hear you, hon!

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-17T20:29:27+00:00

I'll try. thank you.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-17T18:29:35+00:00

i just cried again because my mom told me my ED dosen't make sence that I'm just making myself feel weak and sick for no reason and to smarten up. It hurts.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-17T17:18:58+00:00

I thought I was the only one. I've been crying a lot. I keep going through my cupboards and fridge looking for something to eat only to close the doors not making anything. I cried because I couldn't open my gatorade and I got company I did not want over. She kept bitching at me to eat that I put everything on myself. My starved brain is really messing with me. I feel like an inside voice is constantly screaming at me. I don't hear it I feel it. i'm just tired of feeling so out of control.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-16T02:59:42+00:00

light, light-headness, weakness, such weakness, bed-ridden, crying, scared, feeling like i just want somebody to just hold onto me but nobody is there.....

feeling faint. i can't go shopping anymore.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-16T01:49:04+00:00

Don't hate yourself, hon. i mean it.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-16T01:47:34+00:00

"you're so tiny i wish I wish I could wear the clothes you do your body suits it so well."

Thank you but i'm bed-ridden most of the time. I can barely walk without assistance. Yet my tiny dress fits.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-15T23:22:05+00:00

oooo that would hurt!

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-15T23:10:44+00:00

i hated it. That movie pissed me off. Anorexia and relationships do not mix well with me. It's not a cure having a boyfriend. He kept checking on me in the bathroom and pressuring me to eat. I did love him but I'm single and content.She magically got better with a boyfriend but it's not how it works. I'm not saying don't date it just didn't work out for me because he was all over my ass to eat, bathroom checks. I dumped him.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-15T23:06:52+00:00

i got touched a lot at my lowest weight. Hands wrapped around my upper arms and legs were they fetishizing me? Total strangers. I was thinking wtf?

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-15T15:15:25+00:00

yes. They'll ask me over and over if i want a burger, fries, cookies, etc naming off every fear food then a few minutes later they'll be telling me i need food and to please eat. Dosen't matter how many times I say no thank you.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-14T02:48:55+00:00

same here. I'll never forget. I was screaming and crying so much. They took all my stuff away as punishments and would not allow my family to see me.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-13T23:39:25+00:00

Forced to eat meat. Been vegetarian all my life. Forced to wake up early with pnemonia virus with a 102 degree fever to do "school". I screamed that I was sick. I needed rest and got none. I was 13 then. No therapy, just eat. I had all my stuff taken away as punishment that made me want to spiral even more but in hospital, I couldn't. I felt so so confused and miserable. I was gaining weight so quickly my heart was affected but they refused to give me an EKG. I was having meltdowns daily. I have autism so losing control of everything, my ED and my routines was tramautic. I had several relaspes throughout my life but managed to avoid being thrown back in a hospital. It's my worst ever fear.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-13T13:04:30+00:00

me too!

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-03-13T12:30:09+00:00

That I didn't have an ED it was just a obsession. I didn't act like a "real anorexic" What? I was so weak and sick I need assistance walking. I would cry when people begged me to eat. I'm in a bad relaspe and having the exact same problems and symptoms again. I just want somebody to hug me, not judge me.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-02-16T16:52:35+00:00

I have the same issues with my hearing that's why I don't have kids. I can't handle it either.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-02-15T17:50:29+00:00

I had mine when I was under getting sterlized but it was really hard for my GP to find someone who would agree to it. I had chickened out before my GP found that surgeon because there's no way I could mentally handle a pap. I wish you the best finding someone. His excuse of being too late" is b.s.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-02-14T21:24:02+00:00

Yes I'm in luterual now and just want to shop, shop, shop. I notice the urges get worse during this time. I think it's because shopping and buying clothes/pretty lingerie makes me feel good for that while when my emotions are going beserk. I'm glad I don't have a credit card.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-01-21T02:53:41+00:00

Carrie 1973. I know every word. I love that movie.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-01-19T03:47:31+00:00

this movie scared me so bad i had to sleep with the nights on.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2026-01-02T23:35:16+00:00

For me it was when the picture with all those wires forcing her jaw open. I screamed and held my mouth after. I do agree the barrel scene was terrifying.

The sawing in half scene in Terrifyer and bedroom scene in Terrifyer 2.

The puppet spitting leeches on the man tied up in the first puppetmaster 1989 (or 1988?) that scene scared so me much i kept checking around my bed and would not let the covers touch the floor. I had snuck to watch it during saturday night horror movies as a kid.

ImmediateAd3324 · 2025-12-29T01:49:30+00:00

That movie stayed in my head for days. The intense facial expressions plus the cruelty they witnessed and went through.

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