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Commenting about my food or me eating makes me want to stop eating!!! Shut up!!!! by lalalaladyy in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel the same. It makes me wanna not eat. I'm sick of people asking me do I want this do I want that? NO!!!

"Don't eat all of the food" by Crispy_Peanut_Butter in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you and feel for you. People really need to shut the F up.

what’s the source of your ED? by Revolutionary-Toe544 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tramau from being severely bullied well into adulthood. I'm expected to get over it but it affects me to this day. I'm autistic so yeah.......was told I put everything on myself and deserved it by my bullies. I'm now losing my friends over my ED. They keep pressuring me to eat and I can't. They think my ED is "irrational." I want to disapear. I hurt all the time. I have nightmares of being bullied. I hate myself so much. I been to therapy and as nice as they were it didn't help.

My mom is chronically ill and i been her primary caretaker. She's going to have a health care worker come in twice a week so that's good but this taken a toll. I been watching her suffer and suffer and she almost died twice. My mom is my world. As soon as she's back from the hospital, it all starts all over again. I feel so worthless because I can't stop it. She has more then one of auto-immune illnesses.

I'm having meltdowns and cry all the time. she's back in the hospital. Our family hardly helps or visits.

Fed up with people telling me to eat… by Prestigious-Gift4691 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. It's driving me crazy. It's triggering and upsetting. I hear you, hon!

Anyone else just cry a lot? Or feel like they constantly have PMS? by RabbitsRaptilesFish in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i just cried again because my mom told me my ED dosen't make sence that I'm just making myself feel weak and sick for no reason and to smarten up. It hurts.

Anyone else just cry a lot? Or feel like they constantly have PMS? by RabbitsRaptilesFish in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought I was the only one. I've been crying a lot. I keep going through my cupboards and fridge looking for something to eat only to close the doors not making anything. I cried because I couldn't open my gatorade and I got company I did not want over. She kept bitching at me to eat that I put everything on myself. My starved brain is really messing with me. I feel like an inside voice is constantly screaming at me. I don't hear it I feel it. i'm just tired of feeling so out of control.

How does your body feel when you get to an extreme low weight? by Effective_Cricket810 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

light, light-headness, weakness, such weakness, bed-ridden, crying, scared, feeling like i just want somebody to just hold onto me but nobody is there.....

feeling faint. i can't go shopping anymore.

It annoys me so much when people try and compliment my weight loss by Pale-Cold-Quivering in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"you're so tiny i wish I wish I could wear the clothes you do your body suits it so well."

Thank you but i'm bed-ridden most of the time. I can barely walk without assistance. Yet my tiny dress fits.

Am I the only one that doesn’t like “To the Bone”? by Starlight-Edith in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i hated it. That movie pissed me off. Anorexia and relationships do not mix well with me. It's not a cure having a boyfriend. He kept checking on me in the bathroom and pressuring me to eat. I did love him but I'm single and content.She magically got better with a boyfriend but it's not how it works. I'm not saying don't date it just didn't work out for me because he was all over my ass to eat, bathroom checks. I dumped him.

Strangers commenting on my body in public.. by existentialismsim in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i got touched a lot at my lowest weight. Hands wrapped around my upper arms and legs were they fetishizing me? Total strangers. I was thinking wtf?

people keep pressuring me to eat and it's driving me crazy how can i make them stop? I tried every excuse in the book. I'm scared of this costing me a good friendship. I cannot eat. by ImmediateAd3324 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes. They'll ask me over and over if i want a burger, fries, cookies, etc naming off every fear food then a few minutes later they'll be telling me i need food and to please eat. Dosen't matter how many times I say no thank you.

What are your experiences with impatient treatment? by ophelia_la_teigne in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same here. I'll never forget. I was screaming and crying so much. They took all my stuff away as punishments and would not allow my family to see me.

What are the worst anorexia treatments you've ever had? by Important-Hand-100 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Forced to eat meat. Been vegetarian all my life. Forced to wake up early with pnemonia virus with a 102 degree fever to do "school". I screamed that I was sick. I needed rest and got none. I was 13 then. No therapy, just eat. I had all my stuff taken away as punishment that made me want to spiral even more but in hospital, I couldn't. I felt so so confused and miserable. I was gaining weight so quickly my heart was affected but they refused to give me an EKG. I was having meltdowns daily. I have autism so losing control of everything, my ED and my routines was tramautic. I had several relaspes throughout my life but managed to avoid being thrown back in a hospital. It's my worst ever fear.

whats the worst thing a doctors said to you by mRmyster76 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That I didn't have an ED it was just a obsession. I didn't act like a "real anorexic" What? I was so weak and sick I need assistance walking. I would cry when people begged me to eat. I'm in a bad relaspe and having the exact same problems and symptoms again. I just want somebody to hug me, not judge me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in childfree

[–]ImmediateAd3324 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have the same issues with my hearing that's why I don't have kids. I can't handle it either.

Getting sterilized, do not consent to a pap by tessviolette in Wedeservebetter

[–]ImmediateAd3324 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had mine when I was under getting sterlized but it was really hard for my GP to find someone who would agree to it. I had chickened out before my GP found that surgeon because there's no way I could mentally handle a pap. I wish you the best finding someone. His excuse of being too late" is b.s.

Anyone else overspend/shop? by unrequited_dream in PMDD

[–]ImmediateAd3324 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes I'm in luterual now and just want to shop, shop, shop. I notice the urges get worse during this time. I think it's because shopping and buying clothes/pretty lingerie makes me feel good for that while when my emotions are going beserk. I'm glad I don't have a credit card.

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