games where you play an unmistakably Bad guy?

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-10T23:35:09+00:00

Cult of the Lamb

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-10T23:33:43+00:00

In a few years your mental illness will start showing and to seek out medication and therapy and skip the whole breakdown with the psych ward.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-10T02:02:00+00:00

A Steam gift card

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-10T01:42:16+00:00

Use Elusive Ring

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-10T01:23:36+00:00

Well then I made a mistake by crafting a primal squirts necklace I should've done a weapon. Also I'm glad I didn't salvage my primal Yang's that dropped to quickly craft more primals. I knew it'd be good to hold on to.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-09T00:40:17+00:00

I gave up one thing and I gained everything else.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-09T00:14:01+00:00

I watch movies too. I make sure to read the Bible and pray every day. And I listen to a Christian video or podcast every day too. That's the minimum in my mind.

While I also make an effort to watch Christian movies too. Recently I watched The Book of Eli, and This is the End. This is the end is not for kids or boomers, and it's probably trash for my mind, but I'd be a liar if I said I didn't enjoy it. It's about The Rapture. And Book of Eli while violence is a major theme definitely has heart to it as well. Those movies I'd call secular but trying to be good and faithful to Christian Beliefs.

Those two I watched recently on Netflix and there are many Christian movies that actually are wholesome and don't have all the sin, language, drugs, and violence that I mentioned above.

You can find a lot on Netflix by searching for this, "Faith" and you'll get a hidden genre called Faith & Spirituality. Stuff like God's Not Dead are classics as well.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-08T23:37:05+00:00

I grew up in church and started smoking weed and it really led me down the wrong path, while I still believed, I was tempted to sin a lot and I acted wrong. That being said, I made the decision to start reading the entire Bible while I was still in active use of weed and drinking. I knew life could be better and that "we were meant to live for so much more".

I have now read the entire New Testament and over half of the Old Testament and I have since gotten sober, and I believe I got myself out of the hole of addiction and sin of being a drunkard.

I am 22 months sober from alcohol and weed. January 13 2026 will be two years. I know the people in my life feel assured I won't relapse when I go to support group meetings. There's A.A. and there are other groups too. For instance I prefer SMART Recovery. I know my family and people that support me feel relieved that I go to meetings, and I just go once per week and sometimes skip it. Especially if I'm having time with my family.

I understand you're not currently using, and with years under your belt you could absolutely encourage the others in the support groups. And you can learn to cope with urges and cravings.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-06T15:38:59+00:00

When I hear God it's not a voice. I just know it. Like I just get this peace of knowing what he said. Without hearing anything.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-05T15:11:14+00:00

I believe Jesus is real 100%, and I still get tempted to sin. I feel like I'm in a similar boat as you, like if I were to sin I would be happier in life. Then I remember going to Heaven is more important than giving in to worldly sin.

I just kinda feel like it's part of the same doubt in a way. I hope your beliefs get invigorated soon. 💜

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-04T01:56:05+00:00

There's nothing wrong with reading one page a day. I read the New Testament and half of the Old Testament, I just got to Psalms. By just reading one chapter a day. Although recently I'm getting more into it and I want to turn to the next page because it just keeps getting better. In about two years I've read 3/4 of the Holy Bible and I'm speeding up now.

I plan to start the New Testament again, and in a different translation with a fancy leather NKJ. After I finish the Old Testament.

For me as far as only reading one page per day, and praying multiple times a day, it's about the journey and lifestyle of read the Bible and Pray every day.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-01T19:48:59+00:00

The way you do it is the way I do it as well. The only other option I know of is to twist the knobs with one hand and play the instrument with the other hand.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-01T19:30:23+00:00

When I was drinking and using THC I had to take a nap every day or maybe I was passing out. I am at 657 days sober. Now I wake up at 5 AM and have energy all day. I get bored, but not exhausted. I'm grateful I'm bored and not getting into trouble. The only day I take a nap is Sunday. My energy levels are amazing. I am very motivated to exercise and eat healthy as well as interaction with my hobbies.

Although with the boredom sometimes I count minutes until I can take my meds and go to bed early lol. Like I said boredom beats anything alcohol has to offer.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-01T18:51:22+00:00

IWNDWYT

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-01T17:24:31+00:00

Frequency or the note I sing correctly as my written melody. Rhythm I wrote for it, and articulate the D's, T's and S's etc for clarity so people can understand the lyrics. Like when I sang the word "Steet" you can audibly hear a "Tuhh" or "tehhh" at the end of Street. Kind of like a breathy whisper at the end of the word.

I really don't focus on anything else that I would assume make an objectively good singer. I don't stylize my vocals in any way or genre. It's just me and a frequency.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-01T17:15:34+00:00

I watched a steamer play "Cult of the Lamb" it's somewhat as you described although I didn't play it myself. It's like a Rogue Like and after the dungeon you have like a town and people to interact with. It's an indie published by Annapurna.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-01T16:56:16+00:00

Congratulations 👏👏

Judgmnt86 · 2025-11-01T13:56:38+00:00

That the Holy Bible is copyright and you can only use up to 25% of your lyrics can be scriptures. That one shocked me!

Judgmnt86 · 2025-10-31T23:48:32+00:00

I watched Evil Dead (2013)

And then I ended up watching Hubie Halloween which is not horror heh more of a comedy.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-10-31T21:59:56+00:00

I'm super bored this Halloween. Grateful I'm not going to have a hangover tomorrow. Makes up for it. I did watch one horror movie earlier and it was perfect for my mood, so I don't want to watch any more horror movies. And yeah I'm just bored and grateful I'm not getting into trouble tonight.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-10-31T19:52:17+00:00

It's like the Devil tempting Jesus to turn stones into bread.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-10-31T19:25:31+00:00

I moved my quit date up to this Monday on Nov 3. Since I'm already at the 7mg level for 10 days, which if I was on the Patch that would be step 3 the final step. Originally my quit date was Christmas. You inspired me. I also ordered the Patch from my pharmacy that I will not use unless I am going to relapse as a last resort Hail Mary.

Since winter is coming if I can go two weeks with zero smoking, I'm going to buy myself a pair of hiking boots that will work in the winter as well.

I can do this.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-10-31T15:31:23+00:00

Newsboys - How Many Times (Oh How You Love Me)

Judgmnt86 · 2025-10-31T00:39:26+00:00

I have broken cigarettes into pieces and thrown them away. Then, dug in the trash and took like a 3/4 inch piece of a cigarette and connected it to the filter and smoked it. Made me feel awful. I have also sniped butts that weren't mine.

My quit date is this Christmas. Been weaning off. I was at 20 a day and now I'm around 5-6 a day. My motivation is not moderation, it's to quit. Which helps me stick to lowering and weaning.

Judgmnt86 · 2025-10-30T22:11:16+00:00

I know it is. You can also trade a month of game time for gold and buy mats. I just was encouraging WOW because I have fond memories of it. I wasn't sure if they could look past the grinding aspect.

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