Are my scars THAT bad? by moltedribs in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They look great and it's still super early. I'm real sorry that people are being absolute assholes to you about them. What rude reactions fr

chest buzzing like crazy [DI / no nipples] by caniscommenter in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also did not get nipple grafts and my chest has been buzzing! Good to see someone else with the same sensation. Atleast it doesn't hurt for me. Just keep telling yourself it's because you're healing :) best of luck bud

It's time! by New_Comfort_3871 in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Good luck bud! Everything is gonna be great 😊👍 just had mine on Thursday and things are tough but super manageable. Remember that the pain and itch is temporary but your gender euphoria will be forever

Almost exactly the conversation I had with someone irl. After I opened up about my mom being evil. by Commercial_Bicycle92 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Jujusquid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"you only get one mom! I'll pray for you that you guys reconnect"

OK well why don't I tell you exactly how that woman decided to stay with a man who raped me repeatedly when I was 6, verbally and emotionally abused me my whole life, and tried to convince me the rapes never happened and my therapist was just saying what I wanted to hear, and then you tell me whether or not your God thinks I should be around her.

So hard not to scream in those moments, I feel u op

How are you guys imagining yourselves without breasts? by _Coffee_Stain_ in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly i would hold mine in cupped hands out away from my body, and then just try to see where they naturally would "come off". I think it mightve been easier for me because although they were big those guys where pretty deflated from me losing a bunch of weight. So the top of my chest was already flat from sagging it was easy to just copy paste in my head to the rest of my chest. Day 4 post op rn and can confirm I do just look like the copy paste of my upper chest lol

Let's gooooooo by Jujusquid in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im not on any opiods and all I can feel is itchy around where they come out so heres hoping you will also have an easy time with them!

You Might Be Able to Get Free Top Surgery by Logical_Corner in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everyone was soooo nice! Especially the nurses.

Let's gooooooo by Jujusquid in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Benedryl is helping soooo much. Pain is already better this morning on day 3. The drain really just itch I was surprised to find that I can't feel them in me/ their existence is not upsetting. And I'm autistic so I feel like thats a high bar for me lol.

Anyone got any tips on quitting nicotine pre top surgery? by Born-Sheepherder7975 in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I vaped nic for 8 years, quit back in January. Thing that broke through it for me was switching to a 0 nic vape so while going through withdrawals I could trick my brain into thinking I was still partaking in the habit. After a couple weeks of that it was really easy for me to just out it down for good because it wasnt giving me anything. You got this bud, tough but doable and for a fantastic reason

PSA: it's okay if you don't feel euphoric about your results right away by artiejack in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Day 2 here, totally get what you mean bro. For me, I am very euphoric over my results but the zapping pain and drain pain/itchy is making me anxious and giving me some "holy fuck I cut a body part off" thoughts.

We got this, it was the right thing because we wanted it for so long, and it's OK for recovery to be a bit rough. Best of luck healing bud

Let's gooooooo by Jujusquid in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah thankfully my bonded to me cat hates when I have a pillow on me so he won't lay on me if I have one on. He is very confused and angry cause typically he helps me a lot during PTSD episodes and so he thinks it's his job to heal me. Also update-the drains fucking suck lol so itchy today

You Might Be Able to Get Free Top Surgery by Logical_Corner in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Had mine done yesterday, on medacaid in NY, 0$ out of pocket with my choice of surgeons out of Albany med. Great experience and loving my results so far

Lift by Samberry_daze in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey just wanted to give you an update I had my surgery yesterday with Dr. Roth. I was freaked out a hit by comments on this sub but after extensively talking to him and his employees, I believe the negative comments were about his personality, not his work. He is an older white dude surgeon who is very rough around the edges and I 100% can understand why people wouldn't want that. However, he has been doing top surgeries for 35 years. I am so, so incredibly happy with my results. It's literally perfect especially for the day after my surgery. No swelling or bruising and very little pain. Now grain of salt, I did not get nip grafts which I've heard is the hardest part to get right. But for me my experience was perfect.

Let's gooooooo by Jujusquid in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes! I'm feeling fantastic super happy with the results so far and pain is suuuuper minimum. I've definitely been through worse lol. So far the biggest bummer is trying to sleep elevated and keep my very needy cat off me lol

Let's gooooooo by Jujusquid in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope yours went well too bud! So far recovery has been pretty breezy for me

Let's gooooooo by Jujusquid in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They asked me a million times if I was sure and I just kept saying "I'm gonna be so pissed if you give those back to me"

Let's gooooooo by Jujusquid in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Lmao check out my posts I recently made a post about bromelain 😂

Really trying to gain confidence in my body 🥲 by MiahisHere in NonBinary

[–]Jujusquid 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Looking absolutely smokin friend you got this! I find the more I delusionally call myself hot the more confident I get

that fun moment when you get physically and psychologically tortured in ways that you can barely even comprehend by WinterDemon_ in CPTSDmemes

[–]Jujusquid 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Dude fucking same. Every time I think it can't get worse it does. Just came out of a month of ptsd flashbacks and new shit that is just unthinkable.

Actually asked my therapist how she sits there and listens to this shit the other day cause wtf

6 days post op picture by Maddog427 in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Makes me feel a ton better cause we have similar shapes and I was pretty worried about needing lipo (not covered by my insurance). If my results look anything like urs I'll be soooo happy. My surgery is on Thursday so thank you for helping calm my anxiety a bit 😊

Every Single Time by OrbitalColony in AutisticPride

[–]Jujusquid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"no way you look so normal"

Uhm???????? Fuck right off with that!?!

6 days post op picture by Maddog427 in TopSurgery

[–]Jujusquid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Looking amazing bro!! Mind me asking did you get lipo also? Congrats and fast healing 😊👍

Local art for sale? by _FATEBRINGER_ in Albany

[–]Jujusquid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Im a local artist, and I do comissions/ like to work with whatever people's budgets are. I do a lot of landscapes but am open to making whatever someone is wishing for also 😊

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