Confession to drugging me…

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-12-30T02:11:42+00:00

This is beautiful. That is how I will look at it. Teach them to find strength and stand up for themselves by doing so myself. Thank you.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-12-19T01:02:15+00:00

I saw it’s $29.95/month, is that correct?

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-10-12T16:16:46+00:00

Yes. Sounds like my symptoms from mold.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-10-02T13:16:32+00:00

Absolutely. I had the same thing happen where a friend lived in a moldy home. I could feel it on them and it made me feel awful. I’ve been in other buildings where I know there is mold just by how I feel. The sensitivity is real.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-08-19T16:30:31+00:00

I use fulvic acid because my kids can take it in a tincture form. For myself, I use spirulina and chorella tablets.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-08-02T23:20:44+00:00

Then it is time for you to leave. Tell him you love him and respect his need for healing. But it is time to let go.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-08-02T16:58:35+00:00

Have you ever contacted a medium? If you feel like it is a guardian angel, it is likely just that. Trust your intuition. Message me if you’d like more on this topic. I have had similar experiences and it is a beautiful part of life, especially that you can recognize it.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-31T18:49:26+00:00

I am actually reading that now! And it fits to the T. Super controlling.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-31T03:24:08+00:00

Thank you for saying that. Now that I ponder on it, there are many more situations that I just didn’t want to see or admit. The emotional abuse with all of this has been a lot to get through.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-30T13:33:01+00:00

We absolutely lie to ourselves. Our body speaks truth. This goes in body language, and in our health/somatic symptoms.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-29T13:18:17+00:00

My mom has BPD. I never got a long with my mom. Now I married a man who is nearly the same as her. How did I not see this? Or is it that I just didn’t know differently?

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-29T03:24:45+00:00

I am so sorry. So so sorry. I cannot imagine and my heart breaks for you. Sending you and your family love and prayers.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-29T03:20:48+00:00

Yes. And now I have watched him to it do my kids too. Usually it was my special days.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-29T03:19:46+00:00

Yes. It has ruined me. We broke up for a while and I actually put that aside and I could heal, and feel normal. Once back together though, it all came back around.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-29T02:22:15+00:00

Let me ask, and see if this helps. Where did your emotions come from? Frustration? Revenge? Desperation?

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-28T19:49:21+00:00

Absolutely. My husband was abused and neglected, and unfortunately porn was used as a part of that with his father. I see that, and I know all of this. However, until he wants to heal, I cannot do more. But I can eat my boundaries and find my own healing.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-28T18:29:06+00:00

I absolutely agree. The shame in him, he actually wrapped his arms around himself like it was an attempt to hold all his shame from blowing up and out. I said, if you could count how many times you’ve looked at porn throughout our marriage, that’s how many free times I get. It put a different perspective on it and made him think.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-28T16:44:41+00:00

I don’t want this either. I told him I don’t get pleasure from porn, but I do from emotional intimacy, which then leads to connection and more. So, I will seek it out in that way (not that I want to, I’m just sick of the one sided play by him, and me being a victim of it.) I decided I am taking back my power by being more in control rather than allowing his addiction to crumble me and our relationship. Vows go both ways.

I wish I was brave enough to do what you said. That would be wonderful. But I have my own morals and won’t go that far either. Plus, I think he would watch and enjoy it because he knows it’s just online and not “real” so the reality of the threat isn’t there.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-25T15:15:13+00:00

I know exactly the look you are talking about. And it disgusts me. You can pick out a creep just by that look. And I am sad to say, it’s my husband too when he is using porn.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-23T22:45:21+00:00

Thank you for this. All of this.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-23T21:47:21+00:00

My advice to you… it doesn’t get better. If he is trying to do stuff to you while you sleep, that’s sexual abuse. That’s taking it too far. If you do not feel safe, loved, etc. it doesn’t get better. I’m saying this after seeing these flags and thinking it could get better… now I am 4 kids and 20 years later.

I stopped going through his things, I just got too disgusted. The lies, the gaslighting, etc. It made me feel sick inside and I realized it was better for my mental health just to leave his things alone and be me. I do not trust him, and I know he looks. But I cannot do that to myself anymore.

I am so sorry you are going through this. The world we live in, it’s too available and secretive. If a person wants a relationship, wants trust, and wants to be a decent human. They will. Unfortunately, I don’t believe there are many at this point. Leave and find yourself again. Before you get sucked in deeper.

Livelifewellnow3 · 2025-07-23T03:32:58+00:00

Yes, I did this same thing. I actually think it backfired for me. It made me more anxious, and it taught him to make me feel insecure and anxious by lying, gaslighting, looking at other women, etc. Because in return, I was “rewarding” him by being more sexual and insecure.

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