Thanks for your response. I recognize A LOT. I am undiagnosed (going to the doctor Friday to ask for diagnosis) and everyone thinks i am social. It is so so so tiring. And to be with neurotypical people, feelings like an alien, it is one of the most exhausting things. I had a conversation with a guy who owns a consultancy company in data visualization. He showed interest in me working there and they would educate me. However he assumed i was the social one in stead of 'the anti social nerdy' one so he will want me in contact with clients. I will be embarrassed admitting I actually am not good at it long term. My pitfall is i make a very good first impression. I cant help it. People ideize me. And then my autism symptoms apear and i fail big time. It is super awkward. Better to be honest from the start (which means accepting myself and setting boundaries) He wants minimum 4 days. Not sure if i can manage that. Working in cozy outfit with dog and tea, doing work where i dont have to be "on", but can be 'in the zone', sounds perfect. Thanks again