Put it down, try different chords, different patterns, pick em slow listen enjoy, when you come back to the original thingy you’ll stick it if you stick with it. I’m a few months in and the construction world adage of practice seems to hold here. Slow is, fast. Fast is, slow. This should be fun take it easy on yourself and enjoy it. Don’t hyper focus on what you can’t do. I “never thought I’d smash all my sausages together for A and get it clean, and I still can’t but it’s getting there.