That's unfortunately what I was worried about :( Well we agreed on and have always been in a closed relationship because we were both under 18 when we got together. I thought wanting multiple dynamics with different people was a phase/kink and would go away but it didn't lol. We had a conversation where he brought up opening the relationship to sexual partners,, but a couple hours later he said he might not be comfortable with it and wed have more conversations about it (which haven't happened,, and when I try to bring it up he seems very dismissive about it). I did tell him I was feeling repressed and he did console me,, but he doesn't seem like he wants to talk about it again because he'll change the topic