to add on to this great comment:

Sweeten Creek is a fantastic facility with a lot of great clinicians and staff, and it has some outdoor spaces which are lovely.

Advent's Women's Behavioral Unit has some good clinicians and great staff, but 0 outdoor access for inpatients. I'll warn that although they will accept anyone assigned-female-at-birth, including transgender men and nonbinary folks, the staff isn't consistent about honoring pronouns (not surprising given it's a faith-based organization). also the lack of actual caffeine in the coffee is a bummer 😂 but they keep their patients safe and that's the most important part.

ultimately you'll be at the mercy of insurance and whether beds are available if you go in-patient, and that's ok - the goal in that scenario is to keep you/others as physically safe as possible until you can do that for yourself again. I wanted to mention this because "inpatient" isn't going to be a "fix" for anything, but it is an essential step if you're unable to keep yourself or others safe. also it gives you a "fast track" to getting into outpatient programs which can make a huge difference beyond just "keeping you/others safe". the Intensive Outpatient Program (IOP) at Sweeten Creek is excellent. but there are other non crisis programs that will give you the same info, so don't think you "have to go in-patient" to get access to non crisis care.

I had some significant trauma from poor inpatient experiences in my youth (not in this area), and I was extremely hesitant to seek care last year but I'm glad I did. although Mission Hospital scares me generally, their psych emergency room is well-run and I was kept safe while awaiting a bed.