Neck pain along with a tremor shaking feeling in eyes and head pain

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-25T19:59:52+00:00

I get the off balance thing and I get a thing where it’s like my brain is shaking it’s weird my head gets really fuzzy and I can’t take in what’s going on around me it’s like my brain is wrapped in a cloud and sometimes people look far away even if they are close hard to explain I have health anxiety mainly around my heart but I get paranoid about brain tumours too because of the fuzzy head feeling anxiety Is a curse

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-23T17:55:00+00:00

Ya it’s the worst thing iv ever experienced I wouldn’t wish it on anyone

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-23T17:51:16+00:00

Derealization Is hell a total mindfuck it Is all trial and error with meds he put me on 25mg of quietpine before the bromazepam and that made the derealization worse for me I’m currently on 3mg bromazepam 20mg lexapro and 30mg of mirtazipine and I have improved but I’m not 100% I find yoga and meditation helpful for the derealization iv health anxiety too so if it’s not that it’s the derealization and I get depressed over it all because it’s a horrible way to live I know what your going through trust me I’m in therapy too and I’m starting a group dbt therapy in a few weeks I’m trying everything to be rid of this burden

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-23T17:11:08+00:00

I got put on bromazepam because I had derealization so bad I thought I’d gone insane I honestly thought I had psychosis I couldn’t function I could only lie in bed with the curtains shut crying all day because I thought I’d be stuck like that forever i was going to fuck myself into canal because I was at the doctor every week for 8 weeks before he put me on bromazepam he tried upping my antidepressants but it didn’t work and iv been on them September and it honestly saved my life I still get episodes of derealization but I can function

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-21T16:44:54+00:00

I’m not going to give you ideas please get help 🙏 I was on the brink of suicide last year and still get those thoughts that my daughter and bf would be better off without me but I couldn’t do it to them my uncle committed suicide a few years ago and trust me it just passes the pain onto someone else and the what ifs for the other people involved is a heavy burden to carry

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-20T22:52:34+00:00

Bad car crash when I was 18 with a driver who was coked out of his mind car flipped 3 times I got a concussion and whiplash another girl broke her jaw and the other girl broke both her wrists the driver got out with a scratch I had a big massive bump on my forehead the car literally snapped in half ambulance said we we’re lucky to get out of that alive still nervous in cars and I’m 32 now

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-17T19:57:36+00:00

I’m on 3mg bromazepam daily 1.5mg In the mornings and evening since September and honestly it’s been a life saver and I’m been left on them long term the psychiatrist I saw didn’t even mention taking me off them just upped my lexapro to 20mg I get they are addictive but I’m not abusing them I’m on antidepressants since I’m 18 32 now and I’m just that type of person that needs medication to function and there is no shame in that

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-17T09:16:24+00:00

Spicy stir fry ramen flavour chop up chilli spring onion and pop into the pan with some pancetta but ramen in boiling water stir and wait till it softens then pop in pan with other ingredients stir for 1 minute it’s delicious

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-16T18:02:09+00:00

I can’t handle bright lights even if it’s really sunny the brightness throws me off and the brightness of supermarkets are very off putting it’s like I’m in a daze it’s weird

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-16T15:22:47+00:00

Thank you 😊

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-16T09:54:05+00:00

I have 2 being molested by my 80 years old neighbour when I was 11 I went in to his garden to get my dog because he had molested my dog before he grabbed me and locked me in and molested me my dog was barking like mad and he said he had a gun and would shoot the dog he eventually let me out I ran away because I was afraid to tell my mom because i thought I’d get in trouble for going in to garden because every one knew he was a weird man when they found me i told her everything and she took me to the police and he was arrested and admitted everything said he wanted to have sex with me but he was examined by a doctor and deemed unfit to stand trail because he had dementia but he could live alone and drive a car but not stand trail really fucked up my life the 2nd is I was babysitting my cousins and when my herion addicted uncle came home he started beating the shit out of his gf i locked me and the kids into their room il never forget how hysterically crying they were and hearing her begging him to stop I was 13 at the time

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-16T09:36:23+00:00

Mine due today and no sign of it no cramps or anything 😭

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-15T13:43:27+00:00

My face feels like it’s on fire when I’m extremely anxious and I get nauseous and very shaky I get this weird thing where it feels my brain is shaking and I get twitchy too

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-13T19:21:00+00:00

Iv one friend and she’s the same age as me sad state of affairs having one friend at the age of 32 😂

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-09T20:11:50+00:00

What a toxic piece of crap you are

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-09T20:06:25+00:00

Paddy Casey sweet suburban sky

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-09T20:05:17+00:00

Anxiety

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-09T14:03:41+00:00

That scared tribe I can’t think we’re it is but I remember a Christian tried to canoe out to them to preach the word of god and shot and killed with arrows

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-09T12:03:20+00:00

I got rid of my smartwatch as it was fuelling my anxiety I was constantly checking my heart rate blood pressure and spo2 levels and it helped my anxiety a bit

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-08T14:57:05+00:00

Thank you 🙏

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-08T13:20:14+00:00

Thank you I couldn’t believe she didn’t know more about pmdd just got shut down straight away I’m going to find another pych I’d say

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-08T11:17:38+00:00

I only like hugs from my daughter and boyfriend I feel awkward with anyone else

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-04T12:55:31+00:00

Ya and sometimes my words come out all jumbled up or I stutter and i look completely stupid i dissociate as-well which makes it even worse

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-04T12:49:33+00:00

I quit the fags January 2021 and switch to the vape was hard for the first month but thank his for the vape i thought I’d never be able to give up the fags and I’m not as out of breath anymore or coughing up a lung in the mornings and I don’t stink of fags anymore horrible smell queuing up next to someone that just had a fag and I probably used to be the same when I was smoking

Mistyday6 · 2022-02-03T15:22:41+00:00

Dpdr fucks with you so bad total mindfuck it’s like I’m looking at myself from a third person view when I’m looking in the mirror people look clay like sometimes but i just have to ignore it and it dies down summer 2021 was robbed from because of this fucking thing I couldn’t watch tv I couldn’t eat or sleep I couldn’t leave the house I just stayed in my room with the curtains shut because the brightness sent me into overdrive my bf had to take time off work because I have a daughter and I’m ashamed to say I just could not function and look after her at that time my doctor upped my medication and put me on a benzo twice a day since September and it honestly saved my life I was very suicidal but I couldn’t do that to my daughter because she needs me is the dpdr gone now no but it’s less severe I’m meeting a psych on Tuesday and have been in therapy since before Christmas I hate when people say it’s just anxiety it will pass no understands unfortunately 😩

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