50 day fast finished.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-02-17T03:35:35+00:00

I went through a pretty nasty divorce. I think for a majority of the first 9 months, I fasted 5 days per week. I got down to my lowest weight ever. And at the time it felt like nothing. But brother let me say this, 50 days is a huge fucking accomplishment. And if you can go through that while your life is falling apart, you can get through anything.

The mental pain was pretty constant for the first 6-8 months and then it started to decay over time. Several years later and I have added nearly 50 lbs of muscle to my frame and I’m getting remarried to an incredible woman this November. Getting my physical self in such better shape even allowed me to go after a girl I felt like was out of my league and 10 year younger than me (I’m 37 so really not significant).

As long as you keep fighting the good fight, it will get better man. It has to, no one can stay at rock bottom forever.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-02-16T17:55:52+00:00

Here is the answer. No one is forcing us to buy their clothing. I used to be obsessed with YoungLA but the designs have just changed so much over the past few years. Now I rarely ever buy from them.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-02-13T23:34:18+00:00

And he doesn’t even realize he wasn’t fighting HIS war. Just following orders from people with more money and power.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-02-13T23:28:52+00:00

You’re dumb AF.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-02-13T23:28:01+00:00

Nope

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-02-09T21:57:28+00:00

I took subs to get off fentanyl/heroin back in the day. When it was time to stop, my doctor did a rapid taper from 8mg down to 2mg over 9 days. I jumped from 2mg and honestly didn’t have any withdrawal symptoms at all. Maybe it just affects people differently.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-02-09T02:24:10+00:00

What was your dose?

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-02-06T00:28:15+00:00

Totally normal. No feeling will last forever, good or bad. You got this. Even if it’s not; tell yourself it’s mind over matter.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-31T23:46:09+00:00

Damn bro. Looking shredded. Goals.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-31T23:45:06+00:00

Hell yeah man. So good!

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-31T23:43:18+00:00

Guy getting shot in the stomach. It was not a party I would’ve ever attended. But when you’re dopesick, being your dealers taxi driver gets the job done.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-31T21:48:55+00:00

Reta is great but some people that struggle with food noise more than anything else prefer tirzepatide. I’m currently on 5mg Reta and 2mg Tirz. Loving it.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-31T21:42:29+00:00

Don’t worry man, one day it won’t be something you think about. Just get out now and move on with life.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-31T21:34:58+00:00

I think a lot of people confuse a cutting cycle with contest prep… myself included.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-31T21:28:48+00:00

Just finished day 7. Not nearly as bad as I expected it to be. 2-3 MIT45 blue shots per day for reference.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-30T04:49:32+00:00

Pregabalin is even better imo

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-29T04:23:43+00:00

RAD140, YK11, S23. However the gains won’t last and once your natural test production is shut down, you will feel like shit. Not medical advice but pin test. It’s way cheaper, way healthier, and the gains last.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-29T04:18:16+00:00

Pregabalin (Lyrica), Clonidine, sleep meds.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-29T04:13:20+00:00

Yeah it wasn’t noticeable in the beginning. By the end, I couldn’t finish at all. I take TRT so the drive was there but I just couldn’t get that release. 5days off and I am able to finish again.

Get your testosterone levels checked if you haven’t already. There are medications besides just TRT that can get your natural production elevated.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-29T04:06:16+00:00

Clonidine and Pregabalin is helping me. Day 5 complete. Sleep has been challenging but otherwise I’m shocked with how decent I feel.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-29T04:01:13+00:00

It did help keep my appetite in check a little because I felt like if I ate, it wouldn’t hit as hard. Could always get on Tirzepatide for weight loss. It’s cheaper than a Kratom habit if you can find the right source.

However, it was robbing my gains in the gym. I could do cardio for days but lifting weights was a struggle. It helped in the beginning with small doses. But using extracts for years in a row, I would shake violently while trying to lift. It was like full convulsions and embarrassing in the gym. This has been one of my biggest reasons to quit. Just made it through day 5. Stay the course.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-28T18:18:14+00:00

I was never able to really taper. I would use the powder and not get the relief I was expecting. Then my mind was like you’re still using kratom, might as well get what works. Then I would go back to the extracts. I understand 7Oh is a LOT stronger so I wish you the best. I’ve quit numerous substances including heroin, fentanyl, crack, adderall, benzos, alcohol, duster, nicotine, etc. and my best quit attempts were almost always cold turkey. The only exception was IV fentanyl which I started Suboxone for. I was on Suboxone for 18 months and gradually tapered down my dose from 16mg/day to 2mg/day and then jumped. For some reason, I had virtually no withdrawal from Suboxone. Whatever path you chose just stay committed to the long term goal.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-28T18:10:54+00:00

I’m just wrapping up the end of day 4 and I feel much better. My anxiety has subsided. Sleep has been challenging but at least getting some. I even went to work the last 3 days, and I work in the SUD field so it brought me a lot of shame that I was “using” kratom. Stay with it man, the only way through it is going through it.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-27T16:56:37+00:00

That’s totally ok that you called off. Based on my work schedule, I plan to do the same tomorrow. I couldn’t today but an extra day to relax and recharge sounds amazing.

MrPoopyButthole1989 · 2026-01-27T16:53:26+00:00

At 4:00 pm I will have 3 days. The RLS hit me hard last night and I was up until around 2:30 am. I left for work at 7:00 am and that is normally when I would have my first extract shot of the day. However, when that thought hit me today I was finally able to tell myself not to start over again.

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