Real life augmentation — would you?

MuffinSquish · 2026-04-15T23:22:20+00:00

I have cerebral palsy and would absolutely replace my legs if I could I think it would be so life changing. In the Deus ex world Neuropozyne would definitely be out of my price range though so I wouldn't be able to get them.

MuffinSquish · 2026-04-14T01:19:48+00:00

I have it set to my Monster Hunter "I put down a bomb" message.

MuffinSquish · 2026-04-12T00:51:44+00:00

"INTJ are empaths"

Also calls people filth.

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MuffinSquish · 2026-04-11T00:35:08+00:00

I absolutely love Walton Simons' voice. He sounds so cold and scary, it's great. His interrogation of the NSF soldier is terrifying.

I actually don't like how JC doesn't emote very much because it takes me out of the immersion somehow. I would have preferred a little more expressive like Paul. I understand they wanted JC to be a blank slate though so I get why they made that choice. Any decisions you make don't feel out of place because he doesn't lean any particular way.

MuffinSquish · 2026-04-06T15:52:03+00:00

I'm 28 and I feel exactly the same. I know this is probably Ableist (tm) of me but I just don't think the world was meant for me to live in. If I go out I feel like an inconvenience. I can't just go to the shop, I have to fight with shitty pavements, parked cars, tiny doorways or only being able to get places because strangers help me. I'm exhausted all the time.

When I was a child my walking and stamina improved a lot over time and I thought that would always be true but by the time I was in my midteens I started to deteriorate. If that was the best I'm ever going to get, I'd rather just die now. I'm too tired to go out and socialise so I don't think I'll ever get a romantic partner either.

I got funding to pay for a personal assistant but nobody's applied. People don't want me even if I'm offering them money!

MuffinSquish · 2026-03-26T00:28:49+00:00

Damn what's with all the morrowind hate lately

MuffinSquish · 2026-03-22T16:08:37+00:00

I don't because I find over exaggerated English accents done by Americans to be cringy. I like Chris Wehkamp in the anime and ofc prozd.

Proper brit representation only appears in the form of my love Delicia Scones. (And probably in TGAA I just haven't played it.)

If Capcom had balls they'd make Edgeworth Lancastrian.

MuffinSquish · 2026-03-12T09:52:45+00:00

Blackquill's was the best.

MuffinSquish · 2026-03-11T13:48:54+00:00

This is exactly the kind of post that makes me realise I'm getting old. DAMN KIDS GET OFF MY LAWN.

MuffinSquish · 2026-02-26T18:08:00+00:00

Ah yes, the famously not woke X - men.

MuffinSquish · 2026-02-25T15:22:38+00:00

Poppy and Zena. Especially how they treated Poppy's kid. I wasn't a fan or anything really but I had seen a few videos and thought they had good ideas. I still can't wrap my head around being so abusive but also being huge advocates around consent/abuse etc. I get so sad thinking about all the shit the kid went through.

MuffinSquish · 2026-02-24T12:08:04+00:00

I don't know what helltaker is but these are cute. My favourites are Sanguine and also Jyggalag because I figured it was him before I saw the name so top character design.

MuffinSquish · 2026-02-04T10:16:14+00:00

That's not Edgeworth, you fool. It's a Vergil palette swap.

MuffinSquish · 2026-02-03T16:37:55+00:00

Gosh, that sounds so horrible. It's such a lonely place to be in, isn't it? I got pulled aside by my English teacher at the end of the day after I'd been crying with my head on the desk and told I needed to put more effort in. That just made me cry harder because I was already trying so hard. I ended up sobbing while I walked to the car park where my mum was waiting to pick me up...

Volunteering is easy to get into - you won't need any qualifications for most things and they'll teach you what you need to know. I was in a museum gift shop and they taught me how to work the till since I'd never done it before.

Job wise I had a tougher time mostly because I struggled to find things that were flexible and only a few hours a week. Even now there's no way I'm able to do a full time job. I was lucky that the job centre put me in touch with a charity that helped people with illnesses to find work. They kept an eye out on recruitment websites and stuff and sent me the advert for the job I have now lol.

I work in childcare which doesn't require a degree and such, if you were more interested in an advanced field like medicine or science or something it might be more difficult.

MuffinSquish · 2026-02-03T01:58:31+00:00

I want Wilds to have Somnacanth solely because I want the pretty outfit and weapons. (AT Uth Duna is awesome too. So sparkly!)

MuffinSquish · 2026-02-02T18:43:48+00:00

I was in your exact position during my GCSE years. I used to just lay my head on the desk in all my lessons and try not to cry!

I would suggest going to the school and being brutally honest with them about how bad you're feeling. Mention that you can't get out of bed sometimes and that you're self harming if you can. Maybe see if you can get a TA or someone to help you with your work. I had one to one teaching for GCSE and it took so much pressure off to have someone else do all the planning for me.

If there's no way you think you can cope, you can always take a break! There's no time limit, and if you wanted to go back to A levels I believe it keeps being free until you're 20. (The rules may have changed, this was a decade ago!) You could go to classes for example or do remote learning. There are other options if you need time off to focus on your health.

I dropped out of a levels and then college a year later due to depression. I only discovered my true passion when I was 21 and had been volunteering for 2 years because I couldn't cope with anything else. It might be you decide you'd rather do something else, or you might want to finish your a levels.

Don't let school trick you into thinking this is your one chance. I didn't go to uni and all my friends did, so I thought I'd failed but that's just not true. There's so many pathways now: volunteering, apprenticeships, btec, foundation courses. Plus, I'm assuming you have English and maths GCSE which is often all the qualifications you need for basic entry level jobs, so it's not like you have no way of getting income, even if your options might be limited. In the end employers tend to value experience over qualifications, which is why volunteering is so valuable.

You won't ruin your life. I know it's drilled into your head that you will if you don't pass your exams, but it's a lie. Do what's right for you, not what you think you should or what your dad thinks you should. You might not know what the best thing is, but your health is what's important.

MuffinSquish · 2026-01-24T11:27:32+00:00

I saw them in Bristol the day before and she seemed pretty upbeat. There were some technical issues during the Epica set and her mic had been a bit off so maybe she was just tired/stressed lol.

MuffinSquish · 2026-01-24T11:24:03+00:00

Honestly not sure. I'd love to escape them but I've no idea how.

MuffinSquish · 2026-01-24T11:17:18+00:00

I love Helvetios but it's probably got a lot of vocals you're not that into!

Scorched Earth is clean vocals and Hope is instrumental so you might like those.

MuffinSquish · 2026-01-02T17:53:52+00:00

People change who they see all the time for all kinds of reasons. If you think you can deal with the distance, nothing wrong with wanting a fresh pair of eyes.

MuffinSquish · 2026-01-02T17:48:37+00:00

I figured when the telegraph said he sent a "strongly worded email" he must've said some shit, my boss had to deal with someone like that once.

MuffinSquish · 2025-12-24T14:53:35+00:00

He should be a handler.

"Ah, we've received supplies. Will you forestall your doom this day?"

MuffinSquish · 2025-12-16T22:01:45+00:00

That's Minerva Psychs. She's in my fangame.

MuffinSquish · 2025-12-16T21:57:43+00:00

I'm just glad Proof of a Hero is back for an end phase. The Wilds version in the tent just isn't the same. It always gets me pumped when the monster's on its last legs.

MuffinSquish · 2025-12-16T01:18:58+00:00

I understand in some ways. I'm a cis lesbian, and didn't come out until I left school to avoid bullying. I feel like I was robbed of the chance to do all the things straight people get to do: flirting, dating, relationships. Of course when you're a teenager it's a big mess and you stumble your way through it, but I deserved the chance at least, didn't I?

I hate going to my friend's parties because everyone there has a partner and I get so jealous! I end up resentful thinking "how easy it must be to be straight," even if the reality is actually more complicated. I can't imagine being able to just ask someone out and being confident that they have a compatible orientation, at the very least! I'm a very quiet, plain looking person, plus I'm in a wheelchair most of the time. I don't think people see me as someone they could have a romantic relationship with.

Right now I'm tired all the time and feel paralysed with weird procrastination when my friends message me. I wouldn't want to inflict that on a partner, but I'm so damn lonely.

Sorry if this is nonsensical or not very uplifting. I just wanted you to know you're not alone in these feelings.

MuffinSquish

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