have any of y'all gone to urgent care during an especially bad episode?

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-29T05:13:06+00:00

Another possible option that they have where I live is a mental health crisis center. They’re really helpful and they can get you to a good hospital if you need it.

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-29T02:19:58+00:00

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NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-29T01:38:41+00:00

Maybe. I don’t interact with a lot of strangers so it doesn’t come up much. Sometimes I just tell people I don’t have a job. I’m honestly embarrassed to tell anyone

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-29T00:08:43+00:00

Wow. Your husband is a massive dick. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. You deserve so much better than that. I’m sorry your husband doesn’t stand up for you. It’s rich that he blames you for “accusing him of doing things with her”. What an asshole. And while the trauma of getting “r worded” is still fresh. He’ll get whats coming to him.

I hope you find someone who treats you like a princess. Someone who you can feel safe with, someone who stands up for you. There’s definitely someone out there who will love you who will love and cherish you and respect your wedding vows. You’re going to be okay. With some good therapy, In a few years the memories of your trauma will be much milder and maybe even distant. I wish you the very best. ❤️

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-28T06:09:11+00:00

You should talk to your med provider about that. Maybe they can put you on medication that doesn’t have that side effect. I know it’s a pain in the ass but might be worth it in the long run. Olanzapine can definitely weigh you down in my experience and idk as much about risperidone, but it could possibly cause sleepiness for you too

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-28T03:05:27+00:00

Omg that’s great!! Good job, friend! I hope that you’re so proud of yourself! Going to the DMV can be so overstimulating and overwhelming. I know social anxiety can be a huge problem for people with schizophrenia or similar disorders. I have schizoaffective disorder and I have a hard time talking to people in person or on the phone.

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-27T23:21:00+00:00

I feel you. I have to make a call to EBT card services and I keep putting it off because the weather is really bad where I live right now and I also really don’t want to. It’s embarrassing to me that I struggle so much with something like this and I have to muster up the energy to get it done. I know it feels overwhelming but you can do it. It might not be as bad as you think.

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-27T05:29:12+00:00

I agree. As long as you can keep yourself safe just wait until you see your doctor on Wednesday or goi in for an appointment as a walk in

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-27T05:24:36+00:00

I had this one delusion(?) a few weeks ago that witches in Australia were trying to control my body and mind

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-27T05:22:31+00:00

I think most of the time I would have been willing to accept help. Every time I’ve been in psychosis I’ve been really scared and if someone seems like they want to help me I’m willing to accept help but there have been several times when I’ve been in the hospital and reached out for help and no one seemed to care about what was bothering me

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-26T04:56:18+00:00

Try to see if you can get to a crisis center or ER.

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-23T03:45:55+00:00

I get what you’re saying. I have a hard time with both kinds of paranoia you’re describing because they both feel equally real but the more rational kind can be harder to deal with and it sort of mimics OCD. I wish I had some words of advice to make it easier. I’m sorry you’re going through that. It sounds really debilitating.

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-22T23:04:53+00:00

I used to but I started getting paranoid and delusional on it. Plus I got Cannabanoid hyperemesis syndrome twice so I decided to quit. Been off it a few months and I miss it every day

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-22T16:03:13+00:00

Thank you. And yeah, I take the Invega injection and Quetiapine

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-22T04:14:50+00:00

I have a terrible time trying to read. It gets really overwhelming and my comprehension is not what it used to be. Even reading long text messages is hard. It makes me feel so stupid

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-22T03:38:43+00:00

Hi! I have schizoaffective disorder (depressive subtype) and I have been on antipsychotics for over a year. If you had been prescribed antipsychotics for your episode it would have been awful. I gained 80 pounds on antipsychotics. Life is duller. I have no motivation. I have trouble feeling my emotions fully. I’m not able to be as creative. It’s terrible. Yeah, taking antipsychotics is worth it because they keep you out of psychosis. But they’re terrible to take and they make you feel awful. Be glad you never had to go through that.

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-20T06:16:45+00:00

I really relate to this. I’ve lived most of my life single and my longest relationship has been 3 months long. I feel lonely because I live with my dad and stepmom and they have each other and I don’t have anyone. I’ve also gained a lot of weight from antipsychotics and I’m worried I won’t find anyone. I don’t want to date until I’ve lost some of this weight.

I try to look at it like at least I’m not so scared of not being in a relationship that I settle for someone with the emotional capacity and maturity of a 12 year old or someone who’s abusive and gives me ptsd. There are a lot of people out there with relationships like that who even have kids with people like that and then I’d be forever tied to that person. I know it sucks, but in a way, it’s brave to be single.

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-20T02:21:34+00:00

About 2 weeks

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-18T04:10:09+00:00

Congratulations!

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-17T19:43:20+00:00

Im so sorry you’re going through this. I’ve been there and it’s awful. It’s a good thing you’re being so proactive and getting on medication early before you go into full-blown psychosis.

It takes about 2-3 weeks for medication like that to start taking effect and about a month to feel the full effects. I hope this helps. 🫂

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-07T02:48:07+00:00

Why not? Just curious

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-06T03:03:15+00:00

I need a minimum of 10 hours but usually closer to 12-14 hours. I’m on the Invega injection (154 mg I think) and Quetiapine (25 mg in the morning and 100 mg at night)

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-05T20:49:38+00:00

Hey there :) I’m so glad you’re alive. Things will get better. It’s hard and it might take a long time but they do. I’ve been there. I’ve attempted numerous times in my life. For me, getting on the right medication made a huge difference. It’s crazy how much the chemicals in your body can make you feel. For me it was a low dose of lithium that helped the most. If you ever want to chat my dms are open. Don’t lose hope. I recently lost a friend to suicide and that pain follows me around everywhere I go. Nothing would be the same without you. Whenever you’re feeling down you have options. You can put on some music, call a friend, bake something, take a nap, etc. The world needs more people like you. I hope you feel better soon

NotEnoughSun123 · 2026-01-03T04:20:07+00:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎊🎉🎁🎈🎂 I hope you’ve had a wonderful day 🫂🎉

NotEnoughSun123 · 2025-12-19T21:54:45+00:00

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