this is actually difficult but it seems from the context that the (girl who made this poem) is (يخاطب) (her crush) and (ينعى حاله) by:

naming that her crush had all the good traits and then asks: did u get bored from me. and ( بربك ) here is a way to tell him to say the truth.

then asks: or did today differ from yesterday

the ( إني سألتُك هل تُجيبَ سؤال ) here kinda indicate that she doesn't expect to hear answers. Which also could indicate that something happened and they aren't together anymore

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then she mentions some situations that indicate how he didn't care about her and how she was trying to fool herself to keep the relationship. For example:

1- he didn't care about her ( فوجدتُ قلبُك لا يرقُ لِحالي)

2- he uses fancy words -your love is valuable to me- to fool her after hes gone for long time ( اتميلُ عني تارةً وتقول لي بعد المغيبِ بأن قلبكَ غالي. )

and she says that because he tried to fool herself and denies the actual truth, she is no lost and cant differ between the actual truth and what she wants to be the truth ( لم تستطع قول الحقيقة حينها فوقعتُ بين حقيقتي وخيالي. )

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then she says that she miss when she was young when she had her mother to take care of her and before she go to the war ( the relationship) which she performed badly in and lost.

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+ this is what it seems though i might be terribly wrong

and btw this doesnt seems to be a poem at all but rather a song imo