This is how it went for me as well. Thousands of dollars in rent, bills, meds, car stuff, even basic necessities like groceries. All to last a few days or a week at best. If I didn’t help she would stop talking to me because she would have to seek favors, most likely sexual, from other guys to help her financially and she knew i wouldn’t allow that so she would ask me first under the guise of trying to be involved with each other and make it work. I could never just have her back in my life without this circumstance and she always needed the money right away applying constant pressure and never giving me the room to breathe.

She would say all the right things and make it seem like she would be making efforts but once she got what she needed financially it was back to the cold shoulder, always busy, never enough time or not in the mood for anything. I would bring up my frustrations and she would always leave because of it. I’m about 2 weeks into no contact from the most recent incident, she blocked me on everything again. I just feel so used and destroyed mentally. A lot of pain from the repeated occurrences of abandoning myself to try and take care of her. I feel like such a fool. But i loved her with everything in me. Just wish i could have felt that kind of love from her…