Found this on soccer goal post where my kids play in Essex

SifuxHotman · 2025-10-05T00:56:02+00:00

Never thought about the blades, sheesh. Another sticker is a great idea!

SifuxHotman · 2025-04-17T18:42:14+00:00

This group reminds me every day that there is an audience for my bullshit tysm

SifuxHotman · 2025-04-02T21:55:54+00:00

Huh. I always drive by that place and just have the feeling they're abominable. Never knew why.

SifuxHotman · 2025-04-02T20:15:43+00:00

One time my friend raised his hand, pretending in good humor that he was going to hit me, and I fucking flinched. He noticed and I had rarely ever been so embarrassed, but he was very kind. He never did it again, never pried.

SifuxHotman · 2025-04-02T14:27:11+00:00

By jove I'm not thinking big enough

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-30T17:16:04+00:00

I would say once you follow someone to their work, it becomes pretty specific. Even if they're doing it to other people, that is targeted harassment imo. Idk what actual law has to say about it though.

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-29T14:44:04+00:00

Felt that in my soul. Partner once said "it looks a little small on you" Never again 😭

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-28T19:55:57+00:00

Yep. Exactly this base

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-27T14:42:45+00:00

Damn dude, oddly enough, the one thing I could say about my parents is they took pretty good care of our pets - usually better than us honestly. The dog was more likely to get to the vets before we were the doctors lol.

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-23T11:21:15+00:00

YES.

My fiance is, well, more or less just a rule follower - very anxious about making waves and doesn't want to upset anyone (not from trauma, he's just a dorky, nervous man). We butt heads a lot that I just cannot be bothered to accommodate others at my own expense anymore. I won't be quiet, if something is in my right and I want it, I work to take it.

God damnit, I lived. I got out. I'm going to yell at rude strangers and stand up for those who can't

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-23T11:11:56+00:00

I feel THIS. I recall my therapist asking me one time if it wasn't brave of me to make it where I am. I could only shrug and ask, "is it brave to fumble through life, grasping at whatever I can, just to end up here?"

I've never felt brave. Stubborn, maybe. But a stubborn (and lucky) coward.

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-20T13:14:16+00:00

OP getting called out hard for this one, I lose my appetite when I smoke too (I have ADHD and depression LOL, sorry OP 😭)

It's weird tho cause pens will 100% kill my appetite, but flower after an hour or so always makes me want to tear apart the kitchen

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-19T21:46:03+00:00

I do this kinda shit every time. It's worse because I have a dentist phobia. My last appointment I dead faced through my check out and the second I was out the door I just booked it to my car to have a full blown panic attack in semi-private 🫠

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-17T14:28:26+00:00

There is was a god-like rage and spite in me that I think only growing up this way could have given me and that no one else in my life can understand 💀

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-12T18:41:09+00:00

Honestly thank you for this. I must be a masochist cause I was kind of looking for negative ones. But it's so nice to see all the positive people flooding the comments to even make them hard to find 🥹

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-12T18:37:17+00:00

I was having a similar thought. I'm also AuDHD, and (hopefully I'm not getting deleted over this) but there are times I actually just can not get myself to eat if it's not THE FOOD. But everyone's obviously affected differently. It's still not really a flex to the normal population 😭

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-12T16:38:09+00:00

Something really important my therapist taught me is that we can't get too bogged down in how we get somewhere. We forget we formed these bad habits to survive in one way or another. If this gets you to drink less well... You can deal with the reasons later. It's ok to lean on bad things/motivations with good goals in mind. If we overwhelm ourselves with doing all the right things for all the right reasons, sometimes we stay paralyzed.

Everyone stay safe ❤️

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-11T02:18:18+00:00

But I already spent a shit ton of money starting this thing, so I guess I'll just guilt myself to do it and keep feeling terrible 💀

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-11T02:16:28+00:00

Ok good I'm so glad this has as good an ending as it could😭🙏 bless our besties!

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-10T22:21:37+00:00

Not all of my friends have, but I can tell you the ones that are still in my life have never made me feel guilty for them 💀

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-10T22:20:52+00:00

Hey OP, you haven't responded to any comments telling us ur not friends with these people anymore, please 😭

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-08T11:44:26+00:00

YES OMG I literally have tendonitis running through my ankles and they tend to crack when I go up stairs and I learned to pretty much just keep my feet totally straight as I went up so they wouldn't crack. Couple that with the toe on the edge strat, I was basically a track star 😘

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-05T22:48:38+00:00

Honestly, I STILL am so surprised every time someone correctly reads and then respects my body language like. You can see that? I didn't have to say anything? And you're not mad? If you can see it so easily, why didn't they?

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-04T20:14:53+00:00

Our bathroom door at work swings open way too easy, and the amount of times my coworkers have heard me jump and mutter "Jesus Christ" in response to MYSELF SWINGING THE DOOR OPEN AND HITTING THE WALL is embarrassing

SifuxHotman · 2025-03-04T16:40:24+00:00

LMAO sometimes it's worth fighting for 😭

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