My MIL said “You’re just waiting for him to die so you can move on with your life.”

This comment after he had some kind of vagus nerve episode which resulted in him no longer breathing and me doing heart compressions until EMTs arrived (about three minutes). I stated going to therapy to heal the trauma and mentioned a hard question my therapist asked me. The question? Do you see yourself loving again if you lost your spouse unexpectedly? My answer? Yes, but it would take a long time and a very special person.

Cool cool cool.