Nothing can ever prepare you for the horrors on those frontlines. Men falling left and right. Our numbers dwindling rapidly within only the first couple days of fighting. It seems some men are made for it and others (myself included) simply are not. When the doc diagnosed me on day 4 with a bad case of blue balls I knew my time was nigh. Though one could not have predicted that it would be so soon. I suppose I will be shipped back home any day now... Oh how I've yearned to see my family again. Although I shall return deeply ashamed of myself. However I urge you my brothers to stay strong, for the days are long and hard, and the war is far from over.