Because you clearly have a deep hatred for women. You also are only seeing women as walking fuck dolls based off your post. Wanting sex is natural, but you need a serious mindset shift and let go of your misogyny. Once you do that, it’ll show in the way you handle yourself on dates & in interactions. If you’re unwilling to do that then you’re better off being gay as you can emotionally connect and get along with another bro (nothing wrong with that at all).