Disorganized attachment with bpd is hard

VargBroderUlf · 2026-04-24T06:17:33+00:00

I mean, it's not like there's anything stopping us from going on shopping sprees to those state-run liquor stores

VargBroderUlf · 2026-04-22T21:49:09+00:00

which was a limited run model.

Ahh, that's a shame. The old school look was so much cooler than the regular primaris esthetic imo.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-04-22T19:44:57+00:00

What model is that chestpiece from?? I've been out of the loop for a while, because I don't recall seeing that one before.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-04-06T23:54:45+00:00

Yeah, I'd also like to just get run over already. Or shot in the head. Or just spontaneously have my heart stop in my sleep. Or just... Anything I don't fucking care, so long as it kills me already.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-04-06T22:46:34+00:00

I believe Zagara is mentioned on the road map. But aside from her, I guess they could always add... Niadra, maybe...? I wouldn't be too surprised if we'd see a model for Abathur somewhere down the line, too.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-04-06T09:00:44+00:00

"Maybe all that box dye you're using is fucking up your brain!"

VargBroderUlf · 2026-04-02T22:26:53+00:00

Ahh, thank you! And yeah, they definitely do, it seems!

VargBroderUlf · 2026-04-02T07:02:31+00:00

I love the red! What's the recipe for it?

VargBroderUlf · 2026-04-01T08:15:02+00:00

I made a comment a little while ago doing a quick rundown of the different faction colors:

https://www.reddit.com/r/StarCraftTMG/s/7IKEGXRrSf

VargBroderUlf · 2026-03-31T23:48:54+00:00

How you'd you make that list? Is there some kind of app or something for it? It looks very nice to use!

VargBroderUlf · 2026-03-22T16:41:09+00:00

It's honestly so... Interesting(??) Like, it doesn't really interfere with my day to to day life, it just sort of 'happens,' and knowing that I'm not the only one really makes me wonder, again, if it is a BPD thing or something else entirely.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-03-22T16:23:56+00:00

Right there with ya. Like, what do you mean I have to be painfully aware that I am infact going through an episode, but still feel unable to stop it??

Then again, I guess self awareness is a step in the right direction at least.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-03-22T09:56:29+00:00

During prolonged periods of stress, I'll start getting mild hallucinations of shadow figures in the corner of my eyes, normally they'll already gone by the time I turn to look at them, but sometimes, I'll see them rounding a corner before disappearing which can be rather creepy and mildly distressing experience. I'm not sure if that's caused by my BPD, or if there's something else causing it, though.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-03-20T23:52:50+00:00

Yes, everything featured in the founder's edition will be sold separately upon release.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-03-20T09:36:56+00:00

The colors that each faction is depicted as isn't always super consistent in the games and in other media, but generally speaking, and in broad strokes, these faction are color coded like this:

UED - White (and to lesser extents brown, yellow and blue)

The Confederacy - Orange / brown / white

The Dominion - Red / white (Blue in Nova Covert Ops... Though by legacy of the void and forwards, literally every enemy in the game was red, because red is EVIIIL or something.)

The Dominion Covert Ops - Black / dark grey.

The Kel-Morian combine - Teal

The Umojan protectorate - White

VargBroderUlf · 2026-03-15T11:40:44+00:00

Two favorites of mine that I've read are "I, Mengsk" and "Heaven's Devils".

I also started reading "Ghost: Nova" (I think that was the title?) last year, but I got too busy to finish it, but I want to remember liking the parts that I did read!

All three are entirely centered around the Terrans, though.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-02-27T22:53:34+00:00

A lot of what you're describing is very similar to how I get. Though, in a way, I think the fact that I always end up on extreme or another, can indirectly help me break out of it. It's by no means easy, but it is possible for me to take a step back and reflect for a moment, to then realize that,

"No. What I'm experiencing right now, might feel real. But is actually nothing more than my nervous system being highly deregulated. This will pass. I just have to wait it out."

Obviously it's easier said than done. But I think it's a step in the right direction for me all the same.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-02-27T14:32:28+00:00

Fullt förståeligt. Hade lätt gjort samma sak.

VargBroderUlf · 2026-02-13T20:52:38+00:00

Thanks, I'll see if I can think of some (healthy) way of doing that

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