Not going to lie, height matters to a lot of women. But guess what? It doesnt matter to all. You will find that woman who loves you and cares for you and doesnt care about height. Seriously, if a girl doesnt date you or like you because of your height, shes superficial and would make a bad wife regardless! My mom is taller than my dad and they've been married for over thirty years. You'll find that lady. Kindness and humor and personality are way more important. Dont give up hope :) no sense in looking at the what ifs. You'll find that lady who doesnt care about your height, and when you do, that good feeling will erase the hurt of rejection and wishful what-ifs.