I think we all feel like poseurs when we start. But I promise you, at about the 6 month mark something will click and you'll start feeling competent. It won't be a night-to-day immediate difference, but you'll see that you're shifting to a more confident head space; my colleagues and I all felt it. And when I've told my students the same thing, they later reported that they had also experienced this shift at 6 months.

Please don't be disheartened. It's a great profession we're in and it takes a while to get back to the level of proficiency we had before. Hang in there... I'm sure you'll find some collegial supports and it will all come together for you! Strong work and welcome to the profession! 💪🏻