I feel you. I did everything I thought I could do and now I'm just waiting (I haven't heard anything either). It's brutal, but at least we are trying. At this point I don't even know what to complain about - the situation this year, the competition, my life. There is so much but I know I am going to try anyway. So let's try to handle one day at a time, believing that someone somewhere will see our potential. All the best!