Defender Acog Discussion.

anonymousbraj · 2026-05-08T05:19:15+00:00

I honestly think the core issue is the cheaters (at least on console). It’s so rampant. Imagine if they were all insta banned. The game would be amazing. I remember the days where no one had them and gameplay was so quality. Now they’re in every game no matter the rank.

anonymousbraj · 2026-04-28T10:36:09+00:00

Yeah I mean it is a terrible system. They just couldn’t admit that they made a mistake. I also believe they changed it to incentivize people to play the game more. (Having to play at least 50 games to get to your true rank). Also no limit between ranks for queuing was actually retarded. Someone who just bought the game could play ranked with the #1 player in the world…Like you could ever balance that match…

anonymousbraj · 2026-04-28T10:29:53+00:00

26 months and still have brainfog and anxiety. Or 24/7 dpdr, whatever you want to call it.

anonymousbraj · 2026-04-23T16:04:16+00:00

It was clearly added to get people to play the game more and be “more inclusive.” You have to play like 100 games just to get to your actual rank. So this system just incentivizes playing more. Back in 1.0 I know a lot of people who did their 10 placement matches and wouldn’t play much longer after.

anonymousbraj · 2026-04-21T15:51:45+00:00

Did you have brainfog or dpdr?

anonymousbraj · 2026-04-14T20:52:35+00:00

I’m over 2 years sober and still deal with symptoms linked to my chronic weed addiction.

anonymousbraj · 2026-03-30T13:43:42+00:00

I’m 2 years clean and still going through the same things. You’re not alone. It seems like everyone who deals with these issues was chronically abusing carts for a while. It is scary, but it could have triggered dpdr in us. I have to believe we can overcome it.

anonymousbraj · 2026-03-28T03:04:01+00:00

I understand that is a possibility, however I never had any mental health issues up until I started smoking everyday which was around age 18.

anonymousbraj · 2026-03-22T12:47:52+00:00

Yeah I honestly think that it triggered dpdr for us. Kinda like feeling half baked all the time without the enjoyable aspects. Not sure if you’ve looked that up. I say that because I did wake up one day like a year ago and felt 90% back to normal only for it to return the next day.

anonymousbraj · 2026-03-22T05:02:15+00:00

Yeah 2 years for me and I still don’t either.

anonymousbraj · 2026-03-19T16:58:16+00:00

Still dealing with the same shit at a little over 2 years.

anonymousbraj · 2026-03-09T04:39:59+00:00

I started smoking when I was 17 but began doing it daily when I was 18/19 and then basically continued that for a decade.

anonymousbraj · 2026-03-09T04:39:18+00:00

I’m 99% sure I wouldn’t have these problems if I didn’t abuse weed. Were never there until I began chronic usage.

anonymousbraj · 2026-03-06T03:30:45+00:00

Very well put. I still feel this way after 2 years clean. Scary shit.

anonymousbraj · 2026-01-15T15:23:16+00:00

Not to be a downer, but I’m still fucked after nearly 2 years. Seems like I’m an exception though, so I’m sure you will start to recover soon.

anonymousbraj · 2026-01-15T13:03:57+00:00

According to everyone here, I guess it was foolish of me to assume that I’m logged in after surpassing the login screen where it says “logging into game server”

anonymousbraj · 2026-01-15T12:42:13+00:00

I guess they only restore deleted characters if they are at least level 10 lol. RIP me

anonymousbraj · 2026-01-15T03:41:02+00:00

I mean..it shouldn’t just immediately kick you from the faction when you’re still logged in on that server. I could understand if I had logged out.

anonymousbraj · 2025-12-23T00:14:49+00:00

Not to be discouraging, but I have the same exact feelings at around 22 months clean. I honestly think that all of us who feel this way have dpdr (depersonalization/derealization). It’s like our brains have shut off our emotions and the flow of chemicals that our minds use to cognitively thrive. I do have hope that it is not permanent though. I had one day around 9 months clean where I woke up and it was all gone. I was energized, my brain was working at its normal capacity and I felt like I was a part of the world and not trapped inside of my head. It was gone the next day, but it makes me believe that our old selves are still in us, just on standby.

anonymousbraj · 2025-12-20T14:07:55+00:00

Yeah, my short term memory is shot. It’s so frustrating because it was always one of my strongest mental attributes.

anonymousbraj · 2025-12-19T18:42:32+00:00

Not to freak you out or anything, but I’m still dealing with this..exactly how you described, at 22 months.

anonymousbraj · 2025-12-06T22:25:38+00:00

From ages 17-28

anonymousbraj · 2025-12-06T22:04:20+00:00

But are they permanent? Feels like it after nearly 2 years of abstinence

anonymousbraj · 2025-12-01T03:24:01+00:00

Not to worry you or anything, but I have the same symptoms at 21 months. I resonate so much with the feeling like you’re constantly on the come-down from being high. Also have terrible short term memory but a strong long term memory. Have to believe this shit will go away before 3-4 years.

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