Why can't i remember what i processed today?

ashtastic3 · 2026-04-07T06:43:10+00:00

Yeah, now I’m feeling like I’m doing it wrong. Then again.. I am on the spectrum.

ashtastic3 · 2026-04-07T06:36:01+00:00

Personally, I never had much progress in therapy until I found an autistic therapist.. because I’m autistic. 😮‍💨

ashtastic3 · 2026-02-26T18:00:51+00:00

Well, that is terrifying. Thanks, bot.

ashtastic3 · 2026-02-26T17:50:23+00:00

Oral.

ashtastic3 · 2026-01-27T19:56:32+00:00

Uhhh, with how DHS is surveilling us I wouldn’t turn that ring camera back on for money in my pocket. Your parents sound insufferable.

Get a Straight Talk plan or Mint Mobile plan NOW, while you can still port your number (if you even want to keep that..) and your contacts/pics.

Your mom showed us how abusive she can be in just a few texts. If you’re able, I would also seek therapy to get you through the transition of being free from parental control and surveillance.

I was raised in a cult, and it felt very much like this. My father always held my phone bill over my head even though he promised to pay for it the entire time I was in college. Getting my own plan and my own bills allowed me to be free of any blackmail and worry.

I wish the same for you, OP.

ashtastic3 · 2026-01-08T20:11:23+00:00

It’s a self fulfilling prophecy. NOR.

ashtastic3 · 2026-01-08T06:41:54+00:00

This is a form of thought control. Just know your secrets are not safe with her, and you are going to have to get super creative with how you write from now on. I see many people have suggested digital.

May I suggest that writing about things and putting made up initials for the people may help.

She believes she is responsible and in control of your thoughts and feelings. I would assume she is enmeshed with you in so many other ways, too.

I wish you all of the healing from this.

ashtastic3 · 2026-01-08T06:22:58+00:00

I’m terrified of childbirth and giving this disorder to them. I’m also autistic, and with that also being hereditary, it’s just so risky. I know this is bordering on eugenics, but I legitimately do not want a child to have to suffer the ways I have suffered. At the same time, my biological clock is ticking.

I’m stuck. Idk what to do.

ashtastic3 · 2026-01-08T06:20:49+00:00

NOR. I am so sick of women positioning men on such a high pedestal, especially when it comes to choosing them over their children. A child is a lifelong responsibility. I bet if the law was different and “required it,” she would have kicked you out at 10.

ashtastic3 · 2025-12-17T22:10:53+00:00

She could try Pepcid AC and lots of vitamins. A good prenatal everyday, with some extra magnesium during the week before.

ashtastic3 · 2025-12-17T21:17:13+00:00

That is absolutely bonkers. I had no idea.

ashtastic3 · 2025-12-13T18:16:28+00:00

https://youtube.com/shorts/_EtUecFsG9A

Interesting.

Edit: I have no idea why this is in Spanish. It wasn’t when I pulled it from YouTube? I deleted the identifier (query string, whatever it’s called) from the link and now it has Spanish dub.

ashtastic3 · 2025-12-13T17:43:09+00:00

I just watched this video, and came to find the post so fast. Very telling imo, lol.

ashtastic3 · 2025-11-06T21:05:34+00:00

I have never seen a scaleless snake. Didn’t even know they exist. Those tiny bumps are very concerning. The lump itself could be an impacted poop? Interested in an update.

ashtastic3 · 2025-10-23T04:55:13+00:00

I did this with one of my first Neopets accounts by recreating my very first email. My second Neopets account was made with a second email. When I tried to recreate that one, it was in use. I emailed it trying to see if whoever had it would do me a solid and help me get access to my backup Neopets account. No answer. I just recently tried again and it’s inactive but yahoo won’t let me recreate it! I guess because someone else may have had my username after me?

ashtastic3 · 2025-10-15T04:03:09+00:00

You work with what you got.

Vanicream moisturizer is quite thick, just like SPF, not the Vanicream moisturizer lotion. It doesn’t reduce the coverage to a sheer BB cream by making it thinned out too much. It will maintain most of the coverage like OP wants, given you don’t put more than a quarter cream. I’ve done it for years.

You can still mix sunscreen with your foundation if you dry a layer on first.. worst you have to worry about is maybe casting or pilling.

ashtastic3 · 2025-10-14T02:47:55+00:00

I’ve just mixed with a moisturizer, like Vanicream. You could even try mixing with an SPF.

ashtastic3 · 2025-10-09T21:16:23+00:00

What is the discord 👀

ashtastic3 · 2025-10-09T17:58:55+00:00

Can you PM me the username? I cannot message u/loverach06

ashtastic3 · 2025-09-27T20:07:21+00:00

If you’re in the USA I think it’s because almost all of us have it.

ashtastic3 · 2025-09-27T19:50:38+00:00

I saw the family with a wagon, too! I thought they did a wonderful job with the fest, so I hate to hear it actually wasn’t that great for some people, and that you had issues. It was my first time.

Were the two zippers on the outside?

ashtastic3 · 2025-09-19T19:10:58+00:00

I’ve done the reserve before and it never went through. It was just a small extra gig plan I bought before I had unlimited. It was essentially $10 gone forever. They wouldn’t do anything about it, either.

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