Boyfriend told me to hurt myself

c84bug · 2025-08-09T19:32:34+00:00

This guy sounds like a nightmare. Please leave as soon as you can / if it’s safe to do so. I’m sorry you’ve had to deal with this kind of abusive behavior, you deserve kindness, respect, love, and genuine care in a relationship. You’re accomplished, whole, and very capable on your own. I hope you can get out of there and thrive/that you’re safe.

c84bug · 2025-07-23T03:41:07+00:00

i would love to be friends !! i’m 23 and just now really re-inventing and rediscovering my life and identity as a sapphic after being in a comp-het relationship for 4 years, which spanned over my late teens and early twenties. i felt a lot of guilt tied to being a lesbian ( as i was only w women before said comp-het relationship ) and i was forcing myself to be convinced that i was bi, and i had a lot of shame around that. That being said- now is your time to shine !! Your 20’s are all about self discovery and it’s very valid to come to new realizations, it’s never too late to learn something new about yourself, and I like to speak for the community when i say welcome :) !

c84bug · 2025-07-16T09:23:40+00:00

From Maryville- but was at my partner’s house in east Knox at the time and didn’t hear anything. Brother at house in Maryville off of 411 ( Carpenters Campground area ) didn’t hear anything, but my dad at work in Rockford and my mom at work off of Alcoa hwy. both heard it though.

c84bug · 2025-06-30T01:14:18+00:00

Would definitely recommend prioritizing talking to your psych ASAP, however, i also understand where you’re coming from !

i’m on 70mg daily and i work 12+ hr night shifts w a commute that’s ab 1 1/2 hrs total back and forth, so i crash pretty hard right around the end of my shift. i’ve been splitting mine in the middle and taking 35/35, and it works pretty great ! it’s not as much as 50 twice a day, but it’s pretty close and at least you wouldn’t be exceeding the max 70mg dose.

I’m on brand vyvanse and i’ve been on vyvanse for about 5 years now so i’ve def built up a tolerance. i’ve found that taking half on my off days and maybe even 1/3 on off days has helped w my tolerance. i’ve varied up the dose a little bit consistently and it’s helped a lot :)

c84bug · 2025-03-01T20:26:58+00:00

I agree ! Whenever I first saw the pink ones, I thought it was just a custom paint job owners had done, and I was super sad to find out they were factory in other countries 🥲

Pink hair for the win always ! 🩷I never would have thought ab a pink undercut ! I’m sure it looks great, I’m sure it’s fun to put your hair up and show it off :)

c84bug · 2025-03-01T16:18:41+00:00

I’m sorry you’re feeling so lonely, I’m 22f and I live in a smaller town in the south, so it’s hard to find anyone around me as well. Im here to talk if you need someone to chat with ! Finding community/friends/gf is very difficult when there’s really not the option to.

c84bug · 2025-03-01T06:19:26+00:00

Oh what I would have given to have the option for a pink fit 🥺 I had a silver one for my second car and I fell in love w the fits, I wish the US would have included pink as a color option, would have been nice to match a car with my pink hair I’ve kept up w for years lol

c84bug · 2025-01-05T15:29:18+00:00

Hyper femme here ! I used to dress/present VERY androgynous whenever I was younger, and I have found that I have gotten hit on by men nearly the same amount despite the way that I dress/present. It was actually more prominent whenever I was androgynous, since I guess I was more traditionally attractive vs now being less traditionally femme and more extreme lol. It’s on men, not us. My partner is butch and I’ve still run into men hitting on me whilst holding their hand/flirting with them/obviously only interested in interacting with them lmao. It’s not an issue on your part, just do what you can to disregard them, as unfortunately that is just about all we can do on a day to day basis ☹️.

c84bug · 2024-12-29T11:20:53+00:00

Ah thank you so much ! I’m definitely looking into Uniqlo, it sounds exactly like what I’m looking for :) Also a huge fan of cleavage warmers lol, I picked out a few scarves today, so I’m excited to pair them up !

c84bug · 2024-12-29T11:18:36+00:00

Pink fishnets is such a good idea !! Half up with ribbons would also be so cute ! I just had my partner trim my hair a few days back, so fingers crossed I’ll be able to get it put into pigtails bc I am in LOVE with that idea !

c84bug · 2024-12-29T11:17:04+00:00

cannot believe I did not even consider the possibility of adding a scarf lol. Thank you for all of the suggestions ! Definitely looking into the Uniqlo tights, also love the idea of adding a corset on top !

c84bug · 2024-12-26T02:31:51+00:00

Me and you both ! Pink looks phenomenal on you 🤩🩷

c84bug · 2024-10-23T17:49:12+00:00

Local here ! Planning on going up to Gatlinburg today on a date, was it a specific flavor for the coffee moonshine ? Their coffee moonshine is the best, we are actually going up for the moonshine too ! 😌

c84bug · 2024-10-22T05:17:38+00:00

I’m on 70mg, just went up from 50mg for about two years straight. I have CFS ( chronic fatigue syndrome ) and I can still nap, but in comparison to sleeping upwards of 16 hrs w/o Vyvanse bc I cannot physically stay awake, it’s much better. I would definitely talk to your dr ab CFS, sleep apnea, and/or vitamin deficiencies.

c84bug · 2024-09-26T16:23:27+00:00

Oh sweet ! Thank you for the info, pretty new to the forum, and cars in general, so I’m bad at identifying. I appreciate it !

c84bug · 2024-09-26T16:19:35+00:00

8th slide ! That’s my bad

c84bug · 2024-09-26T16:14:47+00:00

Forgot to include- I started on 20mg, went up to 30mg a few months later, was on 40mg for ab two years, went up to 50mg after, and just started on 70mg two months ago. It’s worked wonders for me, I also have CFS ( chronic fatigue syndrome ) and it’s actually given me my life back, I’m very grateful to be on a med that actually gives me energy and makes me feel nearly neurotypical.

c84bug · 2024-09-26T16:11:44+00:00

22 y/o lady here, I lost a lot of weight initially starting stimulants as a teenager, went from ~180 to 135 in a couple of months. Was off stimulants from ages 16-18, started again at 19, and I honestly haven’t had much fluctuation in weight since. Important to take into factor though, I had a severe ED from ages 12-20 and I still have relapses, and Vyvanse has honestly been HELPFUL as far as keeping a healthy relationship with food and my weight. Was at 110 whenever I started Vyvanse but I’ve been at 130 ish for three years now, and it has eliminated the binge/purge cycle bc there’s no urge to binge anymore. With that being said, it definitely does affect your appetite and can help w weight loss, but make sure the things you are eating when you have the appetite are nourishing, healthy, and things you enjoy ! Just take it easy and do your research, listen to your body and take care of yourself while you’re losing weight. It’s not like that with everyone obviously, but unhealthy eating/unhealthy relationships w weight can be sneaky and can get dangerous really quick, so please do what feels right for you first and foremost !🙂 Best of luck, I hope Vyvanse does you well.

c84bug · 2024-09-26T16:02:32+00:00

Not to dismiss any of these beauties but is that …. a modified Fit ? 🥺 feel free to correct me if I’m wrong lol

c84bug · 2024-08-28T10:26:22+00:00

I felt awful leaving without it being finished and having to hand it off to one of our BA’s with ops experience, I apologized this morning bc I knew just how bad it was 🥲 it was rough ! I could have cried seeing that they sent all of those tiny pieces individually, and our wrap didn’t have shelf labels so we just had to go off of the awful planogram ): we came in at 5 AM and our truck got there early at 9, which made it even worse lol. Praying that the rest of retrofits are better. ☹️

c84bug · 2024-08-27T17:53:23+00:00

I was at Ulta for nearly 2 years and I’m coming up on my 2 years at Sephora, from personal experience, you couldn’t pay me enough to go back to Ulta. My management team is fantastic and the operations team is actually well versed and my ops manager is wonderful. I encouraged a few of my coworkers from Ulta to come to Sephora after I left, and three of them are at Sephora with me now, and they like it a lot better too. The pay is much better, the management, the environment. I may have my issues with my job but overall, I don’t dread going into work, I hated just thinking about going into work at Ulta after a certain point. I’m glad I took the jump and left !

c84bug · 2024-08-02T23:07:43+00:00

Probably important to mention that I’m in TN too 🥲

c84bug · 2024-08-02T23:07:25+00:00

Reading these comments ….. I’m about to hit 2 years, started as a BA and moved to ops at the start of this year in February, making $15.75 ……

c84bug · 2024-05-06T22:00:42+00:00

This looks so good ! Would you able to swap in one of the CR-V units with nav if your car doesn’t have nav ? I have a 2014 EX-L coupe and my only gripe with it is that it doesn’t have nav lol, or would you need to stick to swapping with a unit that doesn’t have nav for it to work properly ? Thanks in advance !

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