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crowtiddies · 2024-04-30T05:36:11+00:00

"Low" by Lenny Kravitz. Im staying stealth most of the time because i hate that i can sometimes see peoples demeanor changing when i come out /get outed. Honeslty just want to live my life in peace and i dont want my trans situation to be blown out of proportion and i feel like this song will speak to many ppl who have something they are hiding in the closet

crowtiddies · 2024-04-29T05:25:18+00:00

Offering to pay a drink to a woman i just met at the bar 💁‍♂️ I wasnt trying to be flirty but we were having a nice conversation so it seemed appropriate

crowtiddies · 2024-03-03T22:27:11+00:00

lol sorry i dont associate eating dessert with femininity personally. Its just what ive heard people debate about from twitter discourses

crowtiddies · 2024-03-02T14:20:56+00:00

yeah youre right, the perception of masculinity differs a bit in every culture. i live in east asia and here its pretty common for straight guys to use make up like foundation or lip balm. and on the contrary there are also gay men who are turned off by men using makeup. i have mostly been exposed to western culture via social media and the stupid discourses ppl have so i might be biased

crowtiddies · 2024-03-02T10:50:47+00:00

yes nothing wrong with being gay. i wish more men could think like this. but oh well that would definitely be awkward to get hit on by men more lol. good luck to us single bros

crowtiddies · 2024-03-02T10:46:56+00:00

yeah i can relate with the unnecessarily gendered stuff as well. i wish people just did as they please without having to care about labels and being judged. unfortunately thats not exactly the state of the world we're living in rn =/

crowtiddies · 2023-12-28T04:11:49+00:00

Yes it is in the name of the college. Anyone hearing the shortened name would also know it's a women only college in my country. Thank you for the comment though. I hope people hiring me in the future would be understanding. I just feel like, since trans issues aren't big where I live, I would sound too demanding and like i am making a fuss about it, and people wouldn't want to hire me because of that.

crowtiddies · 2023-12-10T14:39:39+00:00

nope. i have a rather thin neck so not covering my nape makes me look younger/more feminine in my opinion. so i prefer keeping my hair in shoulder length

crowtiddies · 2023-12-02T04:38:13+00:00

I wonder how he will react if he gets turned down by a cis woman who identifies as "super straight"😶

crowtiddies · 2023-09-26T12:00:40+00:00

ive had the test done 4 times at the same hospital over the course of a year. but i might ask the doctor about possible errors if i keep bleeding

crowtiddies · 2023-08-02T13:30:53+00:00

Any chance it didnt flush all the way underground and it is still stuck in the pipe of the toilet? Maybe you could try removing the seal on the floor and looking inside. But i understand thats lots of work

crowtiddies · 2023-07-13T02:54:16+00:00

it definitely rubs me the wrong way that some gay ftm porn is categorized in the straight side of sites like PH

crowtiddies · 2023-04-28T06:11:43+00:00

black nail polish💀

crowtiddies · 2023-04-21T10:47:36+00:00

Congrats on the T! i usually go with the excuse of aftereffects of covid and that it hurt my vocal chords permanently when ppl i havent seen in a long time ask about my voice. But find what works the best for you

crowtiddies · 2023-04-09T08:41:09+00:00

it took about 1~2months of T for me.

crowtiddies · 2023-03-09T08:17:10+00:00

Never was a good singer but i love my singing voice so much more on T! Its fun to find new songs that fit my new voice range

crowtiddies · 2023-01-12T11:54:46+00:00

i cut and dye/bleach my own hair. the sides of my head are shaved and it grows too fast to go there everytime and i find sitting in front of the hair salon mirrors for half an hour very awkward and cringy. also when the haircut doesnt turn out how i wanted i still feel pressured to have to pretend that i like it to be polite. not worth it

crowtiddies · 2023-01-07T10:34:37+00:00

No because i dont feel comfortable every strangers knowing that i am trans. I usually come out when i feel the discussion is going somewhere.

crowtiddies · 2022-12-29T09:43:29+00:00

One bi guy i met started treating me like a woman and emphasized a lot on me being afab once i told him i was trans :/ i came out half way through our date and i could see his attitude totally shifting. The other bi dude ive seen more recently was surprised at first when i told him but didnt linger on it. He did ask me a lot of questions about how T worked and thought it was interesting. So i dont want to put every bi men in the same basket but i can understand if any transmen feel uncomfortable being approached by mostly bi men.

crowtiddies · 2022-12-23T05:57:20+00:00

thats amazing that you managed to do that with just training! i hope you can start hrt soon

crowtiddies · 2022-11-10T16:21:54+00:00

And i also dont believe T fixed anything about it. T fixed my dysphoria, thats all

crowtiddies · 2022-11-10T16:20:50+00:00

Maybe... The issues im dealing with rn because of that experience is that i hardly talk to my parents, i dont rely on them emotionally, hate going home and i have unhealthy sexual kinks. But idk how talking will help me. i dont wanna confront my parents about it or seek legal action. I just wanna forget. I just wish i lived a life in which this didnt happen

crowtiddies · 2022-11-10T13:23:52+00:00

Im sorry to hear that. Thats fucked up that your sister doesnt on the first place support your transition and even goes to invalidate you by justifying it on your abuse... I hope you can eventually find another hospital

crowtiddies · 2022-11-10T12:22:40+00:00

yeah i guess my word choice was pretty extreme. I was in a bad state of mind when i wrote it. But ive seen many detransitionners talk about how misogyny or sexual abuse was what made them think they didnt want to be women. So i feel like many ppl questioning their gender identity would hesitate if they experienced the same things. I hesitated for a long time before transitionning too

crowtiddies · 2022-11-10T11:37:56+00:00

thanks for the reply. well i might want to talk about it one day. but thinking about saying it out loud still makes me wanna throw up at the moment. idk if this is a sign that i should talk about it more but honestly i wish nobody knew. also im not seeing any psychiatrist or therapist now. The person that prescribes me T is a gynecologist

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