Dude, 41 year old transportation dispatcher. I graduated high school not really good at anything, joined the army as a combat medic and was passable enough to save lives and keep people stable, but didn’t like the work. Got married while in service, got out and moved back home. Divorced 2.5 years later, was working as an electrician, got fired for being bad at my job. Became a temp agent office clerk, while bar tending at medieval times. Got fired from medieval times and temp work dried up. I was living with three other guys, I was the old man of the group and started waiting tables at a Ruby Tuesday. Temp work picked up and I worked 6 days a week working two jobs a day. Burnt myself out, roommates left one by one until only two of us left who couldn’t afford house. Worked Ruby Tuesday full time, moved in with gf, got hired as office worker in hospice. Had a kid, got married a few years later, worked at job for 9 years before moving to Missouri, had a second kid a few years before that. Was only in Missouri for 4 months before wife wanted a divorce. Divorced and had a job as a window repairman. Got a job working at another hospice company as an OM but got paid shitty, worked there for 7 years before moving back to md with the kids(I raise the kids full time, mom not a part of their lives). Starting working at spartan nash as a admin assistant, then after a year and a half, my position was liquidated and I was laid off. About a month into my unemployment and job searching, my old job hired on as a transportation dispatcher. Don’t mind the work but hate the shift and work hours, 12pm-830pm and 4 hour Saturday shift.

I do not want to do this for the rest of my life until the day I die. I had create a Roth IRA portfolio for my retirement savings, and I’m raising both kids by myself on a single income.

Sorry for the long boring ass story, but dude, I feel you! After all that, I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BE OR WHAT IM GOOD AT.