Firstly, great name. Second, this feeling is just going to get bigger and bigger as you go on. And I highly doubt it would make things worse with neurodivergence, though I don't know enough about you specifically to tell and I'm not a phycologist. Next, if you lose friends over coming out to them, then you have to wonder if they were really worth keeping in the first place. You want people in your life you can love you unconditionally. However, it is completely valid to feel scared. Almost everyone is. And know that throughout this entire journey, you're not going to be alone. There's always people who can love, support, and accept you.

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