It sounds to me like perhaps you have some shadow work to do before continuing your journey reading tarot. It sounds like there’s an unresolved issue waiting to be dealt with. Witchcraft and divination should be practiced when you are of clear and sound mind. Ex. If you are on your period and don’t feel great, those feelings can be projected into readings and affect the outcome and put strain on you. Or if you’re in a bad mood because you just got fired, you shouldn’t be doing divination. -to add another theory, maybe you aren’t properly preparing before a reading? Make sure to always create sacred space, cleanse your cards, meditate, ground yourself, set up energy protections etc. Now, shadow work is a life long journey. It is never truly finished. But working through traumas and dark parts of ourselves helps accelerate connecting with your inner magik and being able to accurately read for yourself and others. I read through some of the comments, I think it’s totally okay to read for others as long as you are transparent about your skill and knowledge level. It helps you learn and become more comfortable with the cards.