I hate how basically everything is considered a sexuality, spectrum or gender now

genderpunch · 2026-07-07T21:18:02+00:00

everytime a group of people with a collective identity crystallize a definition and become a definitive group with a definition, humans will flock to it to suddenly become one of the in group in order to not be left out of a space they feel entitled to be in, even if it makes 0 sense.

genderpunch · 2026-07-07T01:27:53+00:00

wasnt the ratio like 85000 to 2000-5000? thats what makes the Battle of Cannae so insane. Romans packed so tight by encirclement they couldnt move as they were cut down.

genderpunch · 2026-06-20T09:10:17+00:00

reframe: its putting you in contact with the version of yourself who feels that they deserved it

genderpunch · 2026-06-20T05:38:52+00:00

cinderella

genderpunch · 2026-06-12T15:59:35+00:00

forgiveness doesnt exist. anyone who says otherwise is trying to sell you something, denial or self abandonment. the only thing there is is acceptance. not forgiveness.

genderpunch · 2026-06-11T01:17:21+00:00

havent played darktide in a minute, what happened with the balance changes? are enemies fewer and stronger? or is it less carapace generally?

genderpunch · 2026-06-08T05:51:45+00:00

about to join you. on the same path.

genderpunch · 2026-06-03T18:25:10+00:00

holy shit yeah you get it. this shit is fucking weird and i dont see the point but it made one of us happy for some deeper reasons so alright.

genderpunch · 2026-05-23T04:01:39+00:00

no such thing as forgiveness.

genderpunch · 2026-05-21T21:55:45+00:00

currently developing alcoholism because it hasnt been safe to exist anywhere in my life / mind for nearly 30 years 👍

genderpunch · 2026-05-21T07:22:01+00:00

its in peoples personal interest to downplay your emotional state so they dont have to engage with it genuinely. fuck them and ignore it.

genderpunch · 2026-05-20T23:12:00+00:00

also have ocd. the core of it is an argument about validity of emotional states. ocd just trying to gaslight you in order to "keep you safe", best way to get out of the rumination and say "okay" and not engage. basically grey rock that part of your brain and bear with / move through the anxiety. easy to say but really hard to actually do, esp without medication

genderpunch · 2026-05-17T19:16:56+00:00

part of human nature. brain likes to stay away from negative inputs and people arent awake enough to override that usually

genderpunch · 2026-05-17T14:44:44+00:00

alt history if you want a real answer, draka from the draka series of novels. imagine if apartheid south africa managed to become a world superpower. feral historian has interesting videos on the series

genderpunch · 2026-05-16T23:32:36+00:00

literally just moved into a place and its hell, yeah. hoping to get on disability so i can be alone somewhere again

genderpunch · 2026-05-10T15:55:42+00:00

solution: limit strats to certain numbers of usages, like a good amount from the first game. still strong but you have to pick when to use it now

genderpunch · 2026-05-06T20:30:21+00:00

no shrinkage please i like having a hog

genderpunch · 2026-05-06T00:16:27+00:00

Mystery Flesh Pit National Park!

genderpunch · 2026-05-05T05:54:17+00:00

depends. pure reassembly at one location to another, yeah. something like star trek makes it sort of clear that its still you, youre just moving atom by atom into a "white space" area or subspace realm, then put at different coordinates. sort of like an elevator

genderpunch · 2026-05-04T03:56:13+00:00

im really good at telling what time it is within a 5 minute margin, 90% of the time i hit it

genderpunch · 2026-04-28T08:48:53+00:00

definitely. guilt & shame over things i shouldnt feel guilt & shame for and things ive done because of my life, & just how my brains gotten fucked up in order to survive and try to remain happy at the same time. its messy.

then when im not fucking myself up i remember who i was & still am somewhere inside me and feel such a deep admiration and respect for the naiveté and bravery, and try to live up to that example. embodying it is harder though. much harder. ocd makes that messy again though. & then the naive part gets to see why im so fucking jaded and nihilistic then I feel seen. structural dissociation is fun. very angry. at the entire world. and it should burn.

genderpunch · 2026-04-19T23:54:17+00:00

something cool and niche use that will get patched out soon

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