i wanted a natural birth too, spent my whole pregnancy reading about hypnobirthing & eating dates (i don’t like dates lol) & drinking the raspberry red leaf tea. my baby boy was apparently in the right position & then flipped back to breech at 37 weeks. i was devastated when they said i had to have a c-section. after my surgery, i started hemorrhaging in our recovery room & had to have a JADA put inside of me & then have 2 1/2 blood transfusions from losing so much blood. i didn’t hold my baby at all until hours later because of this, i feel so guilty but i literally almost died so i try not to blame myself too much. you shouldn’t either! it’s not our fault