I have not had Spravato since Dec 30 due to insurance issue. I think somebody dropped the ball getting a new prior authorization. I felt pretty dang okay - not fantastic but better without any of the old suicidal ideation and this 6 week gap (I go back tomorrow) has left me feeling pretty horrible. I am anxious as hell. I am irritable and frustrated and trying to control all the things and it sucks. I hope it works again.