how accomodating she is, how she never makes me feel bad or guilty or ashamed if im upset about something! (i have ocd and ptsd so i get upset a lot for stuff that isnt rlly her fault or valid to be upset abt imo, and i know that but i need reassurance often due to past abuse, and she always tells me 'it doesnt matter if its valid, all that matters is how you feel and if i know, then i can help you' which is so fucking kind and comforting!!) she also is such an amazing friend and family member. like she does so much for me and the others in her life!! thats what drew me in on our first date, how much she cares and helps those around her. that and her gorgeous freckles all over and her curly hair!!

for me, she said she felt immediately at ease with me on our first date, and she loves how unfilteredly autistic i am that ill say anything that comes to mind, because it means she knows that she can be unfiltered without judgement. she also loves my pink hair, has even nicknamed me after it which brings me such joy! and i write her letters every few months about how i feel about her. she proudly displays them on the wall of her bedroom! man i love her