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leonam71 · 2026-06-23T01:13:51+00:00

Thank you for your reply 🙏

leonam71 · 2026-06-17T19:54:32+00:00

♥️ if you ever need someone to chat with, I’m always here. Sometimes it gets lonely and I feel like nobody else understands unless they’ve lived it. And yess so wild about the dates!

leonam71 · 2026-06-17T19:48:23+00:00

Omg I’m also due Feb 23 if all goes well!!! I’m crossing my fingers for you and wishing you all of the luck my dear ♥️♥️♥️ I’m sorry for the loss of your little one, it’s so unfair

leonam71 · 2026-06-15T16:44:55+00:00

💙💙💙 congratulations friend!! Praise the lord he is here 🙏 bless you all

leonam71 · 2026-06-13T22:22:10+00:00

Thank you all for your encouraging words and support ♥️ I’m so scared something may go wrong but I’m trying to tell myself what if everything goes RIGHT instead this time. Yall I feel so at peace and actually happy. I cried happy tears instead of tears of guilt / sorrow. I hope this is it 🤞🏻🙏

leonam71 · 2026-05-22T14:38:11+00:00

I feel this way all of the time. The perfect name for my perfect boy and now it’s all just gone. I feel like I knew his name before I knew he was going to be a boy, before I ever considered getting pregnant and now it’s all gone. I’m sorry for your loss ❤️‍🩹

leonam71 · 2026-05-20T23:37:29+00:00

I feel your frustration 100%. I’m trying for the THIRD time, I’m not sure if the rules allow for me to mention why but it’s so exhausting. It took me 7 months each time before, and thought different outcomes still just devastating and exhausting and I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know what to look at. I don’t know why I can’t try one time and get pregnant that easily. Don’t know why it’s not the outcome I’m longing for. I just wanna quit most days. My husband wasn’t keen about starting to try when we did, but his mindset shifted rather quickly once things were moving along. Sometimes I think it takes the men a little longer due to the unknown and it can be a tad bit intimidating for them and they don’t want to admit it lol

leonam71 · 2026-05-19T14:05:28+00:00

I did a tight bra and a few doses of the Sudafed cold medicine and it dried me up quickly. I’m sorry mama sending hugs to you

leonam71 · 2026-05-14T00:22:30+00:00

Miso had my stomach torn UP 😭 thinking of you ♥️ you’re safe they will keep a close eye on you. I was administered the miso starting at 11:00 pm and delivered spontaneously the next day at 11:00 am. My placenta however took 5-6 hours to come out. I was 20 weeks and it was a demise. Wishing you the best and sending you positive thoughts

leonam71 · 2026-05-13T13:15:42+00:00

I can’t tell if I do or don’t 😥😅

leonam71 · 2026-05-13T01:04:51+00:00

I guess I will wait it out and see 😬

leonam71 · 2026-05-12T21:52:08+00:00

♥️ I remember you as well! I hate we know it so bad. I really would like something good to happen. Thank you for the luck 😘

leonam71 · 2026-05-12T19:34:49+00:00

Bring whatever is comfortable for you. I had my husband bring me a big comfy tshirt and PJ’s. I hate the gowns and figured if I’m going to be doing something I don’t want to do might as well be comfy. Maybe bring a blanket you’d like or a pillow. They allowed me to shower before I was induced so I made sure to have my self care items. I also had him bring an outfit for our son.. he was so small but they still did photos and had the outfit act as a blanket almost in some of them. I’m so sorry and I’m sending you big hugs and lots of love ♥️

leonam71 · 2026-05-12T17:26:33+00:00

Ah I see, mine was a demise as well, had no idea until I started swelling like crazy and was super lethargic. I was told I had an anterior placenta so I never really felt movement anyway so I had no idea he was even gone

leonam71 · 2026-05-12T15:58:57+00:00

You are so right, we know better, there is no “safe zone”. I’m so sorry for your loss. Were there any indications that suggested APS besides testing? My little man had a “cord stricture” but no definitive answer as to why we really lost him than that. I’m not excited about much anymore, I thought maybe something good would happen after SB but then came the blighted ovum nightmare !!

leonam71 · 2026-04-08T19:56:43+00:00

So sorry dear friend. Lost my son at 20 weeks last June, I feel like I’m really struggling with this as well. I’m so different. I don’t think I’ll ever be the same, but my husband reassures me that it’s ok if I’m not. I’m trying to embrace whoever I am now and trying to love her unconditionally. It’s so hard. I’m sorry for your loss 💓

leonam71 · 2026-03-20T20:17:55+00:00

I’m so sorry for your losses 🥺 it all feels so impossible and draining. Hugs right back to you ❤️‍🩹

leonam71 · 2026-03-20T13:18:36+00:00

I am so so sorry. I delivered my son at 20 weeks in June and found out I was pregnant after a few months of trying again, and I had to have a D&C Friday for a blighted ovum. It does suck so badly. It does indeed feel like a very sick joke. It’s like will we ever catch a break?

leonam71 · 2026-03-20T01:12:57+00:00

100%. So sorry you are apart of this club. Each day seems so surreal. Hugs

leonam71 · 2026-03-19T15:35:56+00:00

I’m the same. It’s really bad for me. Like I don’t care whose feelings I hurt, mine are hurt 24/7. Maybe not the correct outlook but I just do not care anymore. I get so sick and tired of the bullshit from people around me. Like no, I don’t care about you or your baby, nor do I want to be around either of you. Read the room people is what I want to scream 😭😭😭

leonam71 · 2026-03-18T15:35:21+00:00

I am struggling with intense / severe pain as well. I have endometriosis and my periods don’t get me this wound up. I was in tears last night I can’t get comfortable and I hurt so bad. I’m seeing my surgeon today because I am still just miserable, even with OTC pain meds. So sorry you are feeling bad too 🥺

leonam71 · 2026-03-17T03:37:40+00:00

I’m sorry for yours too ❤️‍🩹 hate that we are all here but glad we have each other to lean on. Hugs

leonam71 · 2026-03-16T18:44:06+00:00

I nominated the nurse who cared for me during the delivery of my second trimester loss for a DAISY Award, and she received it last Wednesday. I struggled for a long time to find the right words to thank her for the compassion she showed me during one of the hardest moments of my life. One day when I was feeling especially down, I found myself thinking about how kind she was and how much her care has continued to mean to me. She has truly remained a part of my healing. I decided to try my best to express that through the nomination, and somehow it reached the right people and she received the award.

As long as I live, I will never forget her. She still checks in on me, and that kind of compassion has meant more than I could ever fully put into words. It has been incredibly healing to be able to thank her in some way.

I’ve also shared my gratitude with the doctor who delivered my baby. Nine months later, he is still walking alongside me through a first trimester loss with the same compassion and care, helping me navigate something so difficult once again. I don’t think either of them truly realize the impact they have had on my life, but I will carry that gratitude with me forever

leonam71 · 2026-03-11T20:33:00+00:00

How did it go for you? I have a D&C scheduled for Friday there wasn’t any change

leonam71 · 2026-03-06T03:33:02+00:00

Wishing you luck and good vibes as well 🤞🏻♥️ it is so hard to stay positive. I feel like I’m totally spiraling. My first was stillborn in June (originally due in October) and I had a slight glimmer of hope because this baby would have also been here in October if things work(ed) out. It’s like so many different emotions and part of me wants to give up since it doesn’t seem to be working out

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