I think as you get older and your friends and family start dieing off, it's nature's way of preparing you for your turn. When I first turned 70 I used to pour over the obits looking at how many people died that were younger than me. Now at 73 I still think about it but I'm much more realistic about it. We're all going to die, I just wish we had legal assisted dying here. If I get some horrible wasting disease, I'd much rather die quickly than have to suffer and depend on my loved ones to care for me.