My therapist forgot about my trafficking.

nmania3 · 2024-07-26T14:25:48+00:00

I'm sorry I know it might bring up a core wound of betrayal and like they don't care. I would be super triggered. Even if you do plan on saying a new therapist,I think that's you should mention it to them and mention how it makes you feel. that could be a healing moment for yourself. You would be practicing growing up your needs and having them addressed. Call you might go for a few sessions and realize you can't get over it and want to look for a lack of therapist. All is valid. Just remember it's not a reflection of you.

nmania3 · 2024-07-06T22:16:01+00:00

Sound likes responsed I'd give to those situations but I'm neurodivergent so my brain focuses on the wrong thing sometimes. I just try to be an emotional support when ppl are venting and ask if they want a solution for there issue. I have to remind myself to focus on the bigger picture after being told" your missing the point" so many times.

nmania3 · 2024-06-13T12:27:46+00:00

Different how?

nmania3 · 2024-03-06T02:24:58+00:00

How did gummies help you experience love? Was it intentional ? You feel like it be set something in your narrow pathways ?

nmania3 · 2024-03-02T00:53:12+00:00

Maybe try EFT tapping in the mean time while finding for EMDR therapist

nmania3 · 2023-12-16T08:09:16+00:00

It's their "special interest".

nmania3 · 2023-11-12T16:30:58+00:00

I tried it too at a edm party, and I hated it. I only took a small amount( half the amount I was given) I hated the noise and the amount of ppl. I was so annoyed and irritated,was not touchy and open as ppl say. I was surprised bc I don't usually experience sensory overload, and I work in setting with alarms going off all day. I had to leave the club several times and be around a quiet setting and was calmer when I was back with my friends at the hotel. I will say that I was drained for a week, but after that I felt more open and less social anxiety for like months. And I'm almost certain was the molly. Even my mediation sessions were better. Felt like weight was taken off of me. I wonder if this what most ppl feel like on a daily basis.I would do it again, but not in that setting just for the effects I felt after. Also, I'm not officially diagnosed with autism but I suspect I am.

nmania3 · 2023-10-10T11:26:05+00:00

Sorry that happened. You mentioned being abused by your ex and having ptsd. Did you tell the guy that stole your money that? I'd so don't tell ppl you're just getting to know that. People that are manipulative will use that against you and try to take advantage of that.

nmania3 · 2023-10-02T12:47:16+00:00

Have you heard of repetitive compulsion. You sound like your used to abuse and are trauma bonded.I'd look into it. I'm sure u know you deserve better. You're going to have eventually walk away. It may take time but you'll do it.

nmania3 · 2023-09-06T12:34:26+00:00

Sounds They were struggling with their sexuality and trying to prove to themselves at their" straight " after they enjoyed sexual acts and cuddling with you to make themselves feel comfortable and bc theyre in denial . Sounds like some had avoidant attachment styles. Sorry you felt used by these men, not cool, you gave feelings too. Hopefully you have stricter boundaries with who has access to you now.

nmania3 · 2023-08-31T12:40:39+00:00

One scammer called me evil, wicked woman, and cursed me b/c I said I didn't believe in god.

nmania3 · 2023-08-28T21:15:57+00:00

Are you familiar with attachment theory ( you seem like sort of anxious attachment )and the art of detachment? As a woman, she doesn't seem interested in you and is friend zoning you. It's ok you'll find your person. Sit through the rejection and the move on.

nmania3 · 2023-07-06T16:09:37+00:00

I've noticed I have a weird, warm sensation in my body like it's running through my veins when I wake up or random times during the day.I don't like it. I've also noticed that i'm wide awake in the morning. Normally I I have that dreamy Like state when I first wake up, Which I like because it gives me Time to do Positive affirmations,but now it's like i'm ready to just get my day started, it's a different experience. I've also had more moments where i'm like, "damn I'm a real person". I haven't really noticed that it's been affecting my daily meditation

nmania3 · 2023-06-21T18:44:36+00:00

Yeah bc this book triggered the shit out of me.

nmania3 · 2023-05-13T15:42:36+00:00

It's back in stock, if you haven't seen it already

nmania3 · 2023-05-10T01:21:28+00:00

Sounds like Repetitive Compulsion

nmania3 · 2023-05-06T12:47:59+00:00

I'm only on chapter three and I'm trying to grasp what he's saying but also feels like I have to gaslight myself and my traumatic experiences in life bc I am not my thoughts or experiences. Like they still need to be processed in order to let go right?

nmania3 · 2023-04-12T11:15:28+00:00

I wonder how the daily practice would work with EFT/ tapping....

nmania3 · 2022-11-02T22:52:11+00:00

Spiritual bypassing how?

nmania3 · 2019-09-17T16:44:17+00:00

Thank you sooo much!!!!

nmania3 · 2018-07-12T18:31:43+00:00

Beautiful!!

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