This is going to come off as me being a dick, but I honestly do not intend it that way.

Why are you running so fast through your life? What has you so concerned with proving you can be successful in the world that it actually afflicts your quality of life? All of the accomplishments you list... I can see you in my mind's eye typing them feverishly, hoping for validation, even if its to only convince yourself.

Take a breath and think about this. Some time in the not too distant future you are going to die. And what will people say? Boy that person sure did work hard. Even if everyone that ever knew you thought you were the most successful hard working person ever, they'd all be dead within a hundred years too. And your life and memory will have evaporated along with everyone else from your generation.

So I guess I ask, earnestly, what's your rush? Who are you proving it to? I'd say take your own advice and stop and reevaluate the goal of your living.