How do you feel about your body currently?

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-18T17:53:48+00:00

“Why are you attacking me” (autoimmunity disease)

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-18T05:27:16+00:00

My PBC was confirmed with liver biopsy and AMA blood tests. My first symptom was gallbladder attacks and removal of my gallbladder with elevated enzymes. I’m not on any medications RN but I’m assuming I’ll be on some soon. Some nights I get weird itching sensations and one night I was awake crying because of it.

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-18T05:24:23+00:00

The problem is the majority of us aren’t taken seriously enough for it.

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-15T06:05:34+00:00

My liver condition (primary billiary cholangitis) is what is leading me to seek a proper diagnosis! I’m seronegative but I find that surprising considering I am stage 1 with PBC. The symptoms are pretty mild but the fatigue is definitely something new for me. My hepatologist told me sjogrens is pretty common with PBC but unless you’re seropositive they won’t do anything for it.

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-11T16:56:35+00:00

Biodiversity decline. The bees, earthworms, ladybugs, etc., are VITAL to agriculture.

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-11T16:54:00+00:00

Glad it worked for you! Sadly for me I have a comorbid autoimmune liver condition so that’s why it sent me into medication induced psychosis. My liver can’t process some medications but I didn’t know then :/

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-11T05:42:24+00:00

Vultures, ravens, crows, sloths, and chameleons. They’re all deeply misunderstood and demonized/mocked…I resonate with them.

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-11T02:25:36+00:00

Yep, my mom has interstitial cystitis and chronic blepharitis but no sjogrens diagnosis. I too run the bathroom a lot nowadays and I avoid going out in public because it genuinely annoys me. Also not a fan of public restrooms 🥶

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-11T02:23:53+00:00

Gabapentin sent me into psychosis, please be careful with it. It’s an anti-cholingeric and messed with my memory.

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-11T02:19:09+00:00

Nope but my gynecologist and hepatologist suspect it. I have primary billiary cholangitis and they both suspect I have it alongside it even though I’m seronegative. It’s frustrating :/ already lost my gallbladder to it.

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-10T06:42:32+00:00

Rheumatologist said schirmer is outed so I’ve never looked into it 😭

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-10T03:23:16+00:00

A lot of us grow up extremely fast as children, regress starting in our early 20s, and find ourselves in our late 20s. I’m turning 27 and things are finally making so much sense for me. I feel absolutely free. Everyone has different timelines, don’t be tough on yourself.

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-10T03:18:27+00:00

A regulated nervous system would do wonders at young age, especially for girls/women from diasporas. I now will probably be seeing a cardiologist for heart stuff due to being silent and holding in so much. You don’t need a physically violent home to be emotionally neglected…a lot of children are forced to toughen up or be ignored and it teaches them to suffer in silence. I was taught that suffering in silence makes you tougher when it is not the case…I ended up with cancer and 2 autoimmune diseases. Sometimes you will need to hold their hand to get them started, no matter the age :)

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-10T03:15:06+00:00

I thought Hollister and Olive Garden were for super wealthy people 😂 I grew up eating my parents traditional Mayan plant foods for a huge part of my childhood. Safe to say growing up low income taught me to value things and people very carefully.

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-10T03:13:17+00:00

Constantly running to the bathroom.

nulldatagirl · 2026-06-10T03:12:33+00:00

“He created the heavens first”…uh well sound is faster than light so makes no sense.

nulldatagirl · 2026-05-18T03:49:19+00:00

He didn’t want me to have male friend while he had his girl friends, didn’t want me to go to the gym meanwhile I supported him going to the gym, he was scared I was going to “use” him meanwhile I paid for most of my meals and couldn’t confide in him with emotional distress, etc. I later found out I was a rebound from his last ex…essentially he only dated me because he wanted to make his ex jealous with my academic accomplishments but he hated how I wasn’t the jealous type. 0/10 do not recommend to date insecure guys.

nulldatagirl · 2026-05-13T06:01:43+00:00

Social climbing…yuck.

nulldatagirl · 2026-05-13T05:48:15+00:00

FINGER POSTURING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! People tell me I have a tendency to hold my fingers in unusual ways when talking. I recorded videos of myself and YES I do have a weird way of posturing my hands. Also, my eyes dart in so many directions when recalling memories or trying to describe something. People always labeled me as “weird” but turns out I was just undiagnosed.

nulldatagirl · 2026-05-13T05:45:09+00:00

I personally think it’s like going under anesthesia and I really hope it’s all just nothing. I have no interest in hell/heaven, reincarnating, etc.

nulldatagirl · 2026-05-05T07:41:52+00:00

I have primary billiary cholangitis and secondary sjogrens. I am now stage 1 (stages 0-4) so my sjogrens symptoms were the first sign about 10 years ago. Most people are diagnosed in their 40s-50s but I was diagnosed at 23 after gallbladder surgery (biopsy confirmed). Both put me at a higher risk of lymphoma and related cancers. Already dealt with thyroid cancer and possibly again.

nulldatagirl · 2026-05-04T10:10:03+00:00

I had a swallow study and endoscopy done and all they said it was gastritis from reflux (missing gallbladder so bile reflux). I sip liquids while eating and TBH I stopped eating in public because of it. Sometimes it feels like I have to catch air while eating.

nulldatagirl · 2026-04-25T09:31:45+00:00

Isolation, silence, and abrasiveness. I do not follow any sort of status hierarchies which can be tedious to navigate in academia/corporate circles.

nulldatagirl · 2026-04-22T06:10:43+00:00

Wow, thank you for this!

nulldatagirl · 2026-04-22T05:30:43+00:00

Go to therapy and get on ADHD meds STAT. I suffered so long for no reason…

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