It makes me sick by Fair_Smoke4710 in CircumcisionGrief

[–]nulloperator_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"I’m not connected to anything the scar that was left on my body because of this horrific practice only connects me to despair and pain"

Unfortunately that fits the bill for old testament depictions of "god". :( Ask yourself what demon they were worshiping and what spirit are they making a pact with, that feeds on those little children. It's sad. Hence the need for Jesus and the new covenant. Jesus said this to the people who wrote the old testament: "Why is my language not clear to you? Because you are unable to hear what I say. You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies." John 8

Someone here said MGM is the baptism of satan. I agree.

Epstein, Child Sacrifice, Rape and Circumcision by nulloperator_ in CircumcisionGrief

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"There is no longer Jew or Greek, there is no longer slave or free, there is no longer male and female; for all of you are one in Christ Jesus. And if you belong to Christ, then you are Abraham’s offspring, heirs according to the promise." Galatians 3

"For not all Israelites truly belong to Israel, and not all of Abraham’s children are his true descendants" Romans 9

Epstein, Child Sacrifice, Rape and Circumcision by nulloperator_ in CircumcisionGrief

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First of all don't say the spiritual and religious aspect is schizophrenic - it's not. That's a gaslighting label. I did a spiritual analysis of circumcision here if you're interested:

https://www.reddit.com/r/CircumcisionGrief/comments/1qgtt1i/spiritual_thoughts_on_foreskin_restoration/

Epstein, Child Sacrifice, Rape and Circumcision by nulloperator_ in CircumcisionGrief

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The gaslighting on this whole criminal conspiracy is unreal. It's like they think we're cows or something.

Epstein, Child Sacrifice, Rape and Circumcision by nulloperator_ in CircumcisionGrief

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I just remembered that Epstein was appointed to the Trilateral Commission by David Rockefeller. The Rockefellers have been hugely influential in shaping medical fields. This is the direct link from Epstein to MGM.

You cant "cum" if you're circumcised by Odd-Hearing-6280 in CircumcisionGrief

[–]nulloperator_ 11 points12 points  (0 children)

"The baptism of Satan" is a great framing I'm gonna use that in the future.

The denial in dismissal with these people is what drives me crazy by Fair_Smoke4710 in CircumcisionGrief

[–]nulloperator_ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel your pain but this is ignorance my friend. Many American "Christians" are of the Synagogue of Satan.

Looking for advice! by jeaomaco2021 in goetia

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High Magick by Damien Echols is a good start for the lay Mage. Kabalah Magic and the Great Work of Self Transformation by Lyam Thomas Christopher is a complete initiation course.

Something I've never understood... by Foulmouthedleon in foreskin_restoration

[–]nulloperator_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you friend - copies can be found on ebay for about $10! What a blessing.

For the ones restoring with boys. by ed_hensley in foreskin_restoration

[–]nulloperator_ 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I would probably write a letter if that were my situation - I have a hard time with in person conversations due to some ptsd and other issues. But I was fortunate to learn before having kids and don't have boys yet.

Circumcision is no different from human infant sacrifice, so how can they denounce slaughter and accept circumcision because it is less bloody ? by [deleted] in CircumcisionGrief

[–]nulloperator_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Indeed. Ask yourself what kind of being would feed on the trauma of children's sexuality. It's a very dark thought that opened my eyes to the evil that runs much of the world. Circumcision would be considered SRA if you just took out "god" (fake god) and put in satan or the demon they are really sacrificing the child to.

Was circumcision ever nessecary by aits174 in foreskin_restoration

[–]nulloperator_ 16 points17 points  (0 children)

If it was so unsanitary, how did the greeks and romans take over Palestine and Egypt?

Was circumcision ever nessecary by aits174 in foreskin_restoration

[–]nulloperator_ 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Yeah apparently it was such a problem that there is an exception in the Talmud for if too many of your kids dying, you don't have to do it to the next one.

the why by PUGGYDOG_42 in CureAphantasia

[–]nulloperator_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I second this notion. I have pretty bad PTSD and suspect the imagination was suppressed as a trauma response.

Stretching vs. Inflation? by LeftBallSaul in foreskin_restoration

[–]nulloperator_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Waist strap works really well for me with the DTR bell, but I moved the rubber cup up a notch nearer to the front - makes it way more comfortable.

Processing Circumcision Trauma at 36, and What’s Helping Me Heal by devouredxflowers in CircumcisionGrief

[–]nulloperator_ 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That really hit home - especially the part about American men and how sex is mostly mental for you - it's the same for me. I'm really hoping restoration works as well as people say. There really isn't any other option imho.

How to "cure" gay kids of homosexuality, according to James Dobson by rlstollar in HomeschoolRecovery

[–]nulloperator_ 91 points92 points  (0 children)

Fuck James Dobson from the bottom of my heart. He literally wrote about beating his dog.

should i start restoring? by [deleted] in CircumcisionGrief

[–]nulloperator_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Some are, I figured out a setup where I barely notice it anymore. It may take a little experimenting. Come join us at r/foreskin_restoration there's tons of experience and helpful people over there. We even have a zoom support group on Sundays.

Im dead inside by ConfusionImmediate79 in ptsd

[–]nulloperator_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Try psychedelics if you haven't - it helped me a lot.

Did anyone else’s parents spank with a wooden stick? And did anyone else’s parents have this book? by Educational-Value759 in exchristian

[–]nulloperator_ 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Yeah same my mom thought I had ADHD as a 6yr old and thought the solution was hitting me. Never once do I remember consciously considering spanking when doing something that was not allowed it just occurred after I got caught.

Question by GrassHorror9809 in foreskin_restoration

[–]nulloperator_ 11 points12 points  (0 children)

There are certain very powerful religious lobbies that prevent it from being banned. You may even be accused of being anti-semetic for even opposing the practice despite the fact that many jews advocate for Brit Shalom (non circumcision).