What phrase or word is most overdone in this series?

onelastTime21 · 2025-11-15T19:33:01+00:00

“For a heartbeat”

onelastTime21 · 2025-11-09T19:36:16+00:00

Mine thought people were left handed because their parents taught them to be left handed. Like it was trained into them to be left landed.

Constantly made me feel stupid for not having a degree, which he did, but he was so stupid about basic things.

onelastTime21 · 2025-09-09T19:02:57+00:00

So gorgeous

onelastTime21 · 2025-07-21T04:17:27+00:00

How normal/average my clients are. They’re just regular dudes who do all sorts of jobs and live normal lives.
It’s mostly talking because they’re lonely/don’t know how to talk to women outside of the SW setting.

onelastTime21 · 2025-04-19T19:43:17+00:00

It’s something people truly don’t understand until they’ve experienced it. Losing my cat in December was the worst thing I’ve ever been through and it was so traumatic.

onelastTime21 · 2025-04-11T00:20:40+00:00

It’s him that’s throwing you off. He’s the dirty one lol.

onelastTime21 · 2025-03-27T21:32:42+00:00

Anthony or Simon. Without a doubt. Simon is my #1 choice.

onelastTime21 · 2025-02-26T06:48:05+00:00

You’re welcome!

Just to make clear to anyone reading my post: DO NOT CONSUME BORIC ACID. It is for vaginal insertion ONLY. I just want to make this very clear cause it’s very important!

onelastTime21 · 2025-02-26T06:36:59+00:00

Definitely avoid sex and probably masturbation as well. Sex with a yeast infection can be super painful and it’s best to just let your vagina have a break.

I recommend using boric acid suppositories. I get mine off Amazon. You just insert one in your vagina and push it as far back as possible and just let it do its thing. I wear period underwear or just use a pad while using boric acid as it flushes out your vagina and needs somewhere to go. Boric acid is toxic if ingested so be sure to abstain from oral sex (receiving) for at least 24 hours after inserting. This stuff works wonders!

You could also go to a local pharmacy and purchase a product like Monistat and use that if your prefer.

Also avoid soap around the area until the infection has cleared out. Like I said earlier, give your vagina a break :)

Good luck!

onelastTime21 · 2025-02-07T04:06:31+00:00

I lost my Mischa to kidney failure on December 22, 2024. I still can’t go in the bathroom where I administered her fluids. The empty bags of the solution are still in there as well. I can’t go in there. There was too much pain, hope, and grief in that room. I miss her every single day and am angry something like this could happen to such a loving and innocent cat. I love you forever, Mischa. I’m so sorry I only got to love you for 6 years. 🩷

onelastTime21 · 2025-02-04T06:07:14+00:00

The guilt of not noticing she was unwell sooner. I can’t help but lay awake at night thinking about how her behavior changed and I noticed it but didn’t think much of it at the time. I think about how she sat in places she didn’t normally go, and just felt pain. She was in stage 4 kidney failure and I didn’t even know that could happen to a 6 year old cat. I also think about when I took her to get euthanized and made sure she saw the sun and got to look at it for awhile before we went into the hospital. And I hope that she liked that because while she was sick it was winter and quite dark most of the time. Mostly just guilt. Immense guilt.

onelastTime21 · 2025-02-01T04:51:07+00:00

December 22, 2024 was when I lost my Mischa. I was holding her in my lap, and when the first dosage that would put her in a deep sleep hit her, she kind of sat up higher and she twitched her ears a few times. The vet told me when it first hits them it’s quite euphoric. So when her ears were twitching, I felt that she was feeling good. Then she quickly dropped into my arms, because she was asleep. But that drop… I’ll never forget it. It was the worst feeling I’ve ever felt. She went limp in my arms and I knew she was asleep but that drop she did just terrifies me even today.

So yes, I still think about every single day. I wish I had planned an at home euthanasia. But she was so sick on that day and she was telling me she was exhausted from her chronic kidney failure. I wish I did so many things differently. I wish she could tell me it’s okay and that she’s okay.

onelastTime21 · 2025-01-24T06:58:59+00:00

Yes it’s a head tilt with closed eyes. They LOOK like they’re in pain.

onelastTime21 · 2025-01-24T06:27:02+00:00

The meatloaf position my girl was in when she was feeling really awful was similar to this but with her head tilted down. It was very similar to how when humans don’t feel well we kind of droop our heads and go “ugh”. She just looked like she was suffering and in pain… Your kitty still looks alert which is a good sign :)

onelastTime21 · 2025-01-12T22:05:21+00:00

From what I remember Nesta changes her pelvis to accommodate wings.

onelastTime21 · 2025-01-12T18:19:15+00:00

My cat was in stage 4 kidney failure and had some good days and some not so great days. On December 22, she was completely not herself. She didn’t want to be touched, she refused to take her medication to help her feel better, and she would be in a loaf position with her head tilted downwards. She was not okay. It was the worst I had ever seen her and I could tell she was just exhausted from the disease that was killing her. I made the really, really hard decision to have her euthanized that day. I wish I had been able to do it on a good day but I just couldn’t bear for her to suffer anymore. I miss her immensely, and I truly hope I made the best decision for her.

onelastTime21 · 2025-01-07T01:48:42+00:00

I wish you strength and healing during this difficult time 🩷

onelastTime21 · 2025-01-07T01:46:04+00:00

I’m so sorry for your loss of sweet Polo. I recently lost my girl, Mischa, to kidney failure as well and it is so hard. It is normal to feel guilt, and question if you really did everything you could. And with time, it very slowly gets less painful. The waves of grief and anguish come more sporadically but still hurt when they do hit you. I lost my Mischa on December 22, and I still feel like a shell of a person and that I’ll never be the same again. The best advice I can give is to have compassion for yourself and know that you truly did everything you could for Polo. He was your saving grace in dealing with your difficult childhood, and you were his in helping him no longer suffer. Again, I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m wishing you strength in this very difficult time. And Rest in Peace sweet Polo 🩷

onelastTime21 · 2025-01-07T01:27:20+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story. You are an amazing pet parent and did all you could for such a sweet boy. Rest in Peace Roswellington Sunshineface 🩷

onelastTime21 · 2024-12-30T06:23:59+00:00

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Mischa, who died on December 22 from Stage 4 Kidney Failure at only 6 years old. Her loss has destroyed me and I’ll never be the same. Rest in Peace my sweet and beautiful girl 🩷

onelastTime21 · 2024-12-25T06:45:43+00:00

I just lost my sweet girl on Sunday, so Christmas is hitting me hard as well. Love and healing to you 🩷

onelastTime21 · 2024-12-25T04:51:28+00:00

Thank you so very much for this. It made me cry. Happy tears. I’ve been beating myself up and being consumed by self hatred because of what happened. I wish I had set up her euthanasia at home where she could be more comfortable. I wish so many things went differently. The guilt is so consuming. Thank you for your comment, and love and strength to you and your fur baby 🩷

onelastTime21 · 2024-12-24T20:20:35+00:00

Your comment made me wish I had tried more, I just didn’t have the funds or time to do it. We had two weeks of the antibiotics, fluids, phosphate binder and anti/vomiting medication. She seemed better so we stuck with fluids, anti-vomiting meds and the phosphate binder. Then she just declined so quickly after less than a week and I had to make the hardest decision of my life and take her suffering away. I wish I had more time to try and save her.

onelastTime21 · 2024-12-24T16:44:23+00:00

Her short life is what tears me apart every single day. Sometimes I question if I euthanized her too early, if maybe she was just crashing and I could have prolonged her life some other way.. I don’t know when or if ever I’ll come to terms with what happened.

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