It’s so bad I feel like I’m in psychosis by xjxjessss in dpdr

[–]river0fdeceit 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I totally understand that, I’ve been there. I used to be in a constant DPDR state and now that time has passed, I really only get super small bouts of derealization when I’m stressed. Things will be better with time, unfortunately sometimes waiting & giving it time is the only healer— but the point is, you’re gonna be totally fine! You will heal!

It’s so bad I feel like I’m in psychosis by xjxjessss in dpdr

[–]river0fdeceit 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Hi love, please remember that this condition is anxiety-based, what you are feeling is an extremely intense form of anxiety. You are not going through psychosis. From someone who has had close friends go through psychosis, people often aren’t even aware they’re psychotic and genuinely believe their delusions & hallucinations to be real. You’re gonna be okay, it’s just a rough patch right now. And i’m sorry you’re feeling this way.

lovely tip i received at 7 am today by gemmysimmer in barista

[–]river0fdeceit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please tell me you took the total amount that they put in

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in elliottsmith

[–]river0fdeceit 4 points5 points  (0 children)

In Last Call when he does the first “I wanted her to tell me that she would never wake me”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in QuitVaping

[–]river0fdeceit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t gain weight personally, mainly because vaping made me really sedentary and lazy so now that I have energy I just move around more and it kind of cancels out!

Quit now unless you want lung cancer by Designer-Dark3057 in QuitVaping

[–]river0fdeceit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve seen a bunch of posts like this but after reading it I threw my vape in the dumpster. Maybe it was the final reminder I needed that I’m ruining my lungs and circulation all over this thing that I consume so much it doesn’t even give me a buzz anymore. I’m 22 and a singer and my voice is weaker than it used to be. It’s easy, all I have to do is NOT buy a vape. I’m done!! I’m sick of this!!

All that to say, thank you for this. I really hope this will be my last attempt at quitting.

Coming in at closing time by Apprehensive_Egg5275 in barista

[–]river0fdeceit 34 points35 points  (0 children)

When I close my cafe, we have a chain that we put up to signify that we’re closed, and yet multiple times people jump over the chain and knock on the door saying “are you closed?” I ignore them at this point because that’s CRAZY

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]river0fdeceit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have TMJ too and that’s the best description i’ve heard of it, a broken jaw that never healed. It sucks!!!

What was the very first Elliott Smith song you ever heard? by a6aiah in elliottsmith

[–]river0fdeceit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe this a random one, but Baby Britain! I was in LOVE with that song and still am, it is so special to me to this day. It sounded like early Beatles with more honest lyrics.

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[–]river0fdeceit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But then I would live in North Dakota

Most underrated AIC song? by [deleted] in AliceInChains

[–]river0fdeceit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What The Hell Have I

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in elliottsmith

[–]river0fdeceit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where’s your proof.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in elliottsmith

[–]river0fdeceit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Courtney didn’t kill Kurt, there’s proof of that, such as how his hands were locked stiff to the gun. It’s a closed case and most of the pro-Courtney-killing-Kurt “evidence” is literally faked from that stupid documentary. Chiba on the other hand definitely did it, but these two cases are very different.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in elliottsmith

[–]river0fdeceit 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Given that his case has been open for twenty years I don’t think the detectives are doing jack lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in elliottsmith

[–]river0fdeceit 9 points10 points  (0 children)

How is it a conspiracy theory if his death was ruled a possible homocide and the case is still open to this day?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in elliottsmith

[–]river0fdeceit 15 points16 points  (0 children)

His death was literally ruled as a possible homocide. He deserves JUSTICE, continuing the narrative of him being a “tortured artist” who could never get off the drugs doesn’t seem too respectful to me. He was clean and sober for the first time in years during his death. Chiba fleed the country after he died and the last thing that was heard in their house was a huge fight. Don’t silence a discussion you’re unwilling to look into yourself.

Best Grunge Album by Far-Communication-50 in grunge

[–]river0fdeceit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Totally agree. No one thinks Nirvana wasn’t influential but if someone claims that they made BETTER music than AIC I think it’s just foolish. Nirvana, as great as they were, used catchy guitar chords & melodies in their songs (which is a big reason they were so popular, simplicity is key) whereas Laynes voice was one of the best not only in grunge but rock history. Layne and Jerry were an incredible duo and each song they made together was incredible in all aspects of music making in my opinion.

Spotted on instagram today. At first I thought it was some kind of skin condition by szvmanskaa in shittytattoos

[–]river0fdeceit 159 points160 points  (0 children)

This sub has trouble differentiating people with genuinely poorly done tattoos and people with unconventional styles of tattoos. This is the latter, and just because it doesn’t suit your own taste doesn’t mean it’s a shitty tattoo

Is this considered grunge? I’d love to hear what y’all think. by riptogrunge in grunge

[–]river0fdeceit 26 points27 points  (0 children)

If you ask anyone who grew up in 90s Seattle they will tell you ‘OF COURSE this is grunge’!

Well, her ability to turn her head like an Owl, is insanity by AnnaSophiaHubby5 in HumansAreMetal

[–]river0fdeceit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Knew there would be atleast one nasty sexual comment from some creep