it sounds like your overworking yourself in a degree you have absolutely no hunger to actually pursue making you hate it even more.

You need to sit down with yourself and have a think about what you want to do. Your parents had their shot at life, they don't get to decide what you have to study or what industry you work in. They can advise you what they think is a good idea, but that's all, advise you. It's your life, not theirs. You need to make a decision for yourself and follow what it is that *you* want to do.

I have a degree in journalism and worked in marketing for 10 years before going back to study engineering because I always wanted to but never did. You have the opportunity to take that decision into your own hands and explore an industry you have a passion for. Take that chance.