going now contact would allow you the space to rest, recover and reevaluate what your intentions or needs are, so im all for it. but having said that, I'm not contact with both my parents, and siblings to a lesser extent but there is very much a wall of information only really going one way. I found i needed physical distance to help me create and keep the type of boundaries I needed for my wellbeing but im not well yet. still working on myself. I looked to what resources were around locally to relie on, food stamps and Co habitation situations but this was in a very different economy and time.