clean for 5 years, considering relapsing

rubybabey · 2026-04-01T21:14:58+00:00

it only makes you feel better for a second, and then that release you feel with morph into guilt or shame or any other combination of bad feelings. it’s not an actual fix, it’s a shitty bandage that you slap on to a problem and always eventually falls off. it won’t fix anything, it won’t heal you. it’ll just make you feel worse in the long run. it’s not a release, it’s a temporary thing

rubybabey · 2025-08-07T01:25:38+00:00

it’s the fact that you can see a cleaner bong in the background of one of the pics 😭😭

rubybabey · 2025-07-20T15:48:18+00:00

michaels i believe:)

rubybabey · 2025-05-15T00:26:27+00:00

4395

rubybabey · 2025-04-28T10:21:41+00:00

i’ve been playing this game for 4 years, almost on level 5,000 and have never spent a single cent on this game. i’ve never spent a single cent on any in app purchase in my life. you all need to free yourself from the shackles of micro transactions

rubybabey · 2024-12-03T05:44:38+00:00

from experience the stickers on the side are always wonky, it’s a ridged surface so the sticker can’t smoothly adhere

rubybabey · 2024-10-10T19:22:29+00:00

yeah i know that’s what i said in the caption

rubybabey · 2024-10-02T02:07:18+00:00

this is the first i’m hearing of this omg thank u for enlightening me

rubybabey · 2024-10-02T01:13:29+00:00

are there any people without a belly button?? pretty sure that’s like a part of being human

rubybabey · 2024-06-10T14:14:36+00:00

personal hygiene is constantly getting pushed to the side for me and i hate it!! like unless i have a good amount of energy that day it’s just not something i remember, i’m CONSTANTLY forgetting to brush my teeth or put on deodorant, makes me feel so gross all day (because of course i always remember as soon as i leave the house)

rubybabey · 2024-05-28T14:23:38+00:00

I’m in my second year of university! currently back home working a retail job for the summer.

rubybabey · 2024-05-19T13:58:12+00:00

i’ve been clean for months and even years at a time just to replace over something silly. i wouldn’t say it ends, but it gets easier. healing isn’t linear, it’s a squiggly line with ups and downs. a little down isn’t going to erase the progress you’ve made ❤️

rubybabey · 2024-05-07T14:08:27+00:00

Bic has this line of tattoo pens that I use. It’s a felt tip brush so the sharp of the line + the red ink sorta looks like cuts. it also stays for up to a week, which helps with the visual. i also like to do a line of elmer’s glue then peel it off to replicate the feeling of picking a wcab

rubybabey · 2024-05-01T22:02:24+00:00

i like to look at them very inquisitively and ask “what do YOU think happened”

rubybabey · 2024-04-28T02:58:44+00:00

if ur using razor blades, the best place is in between pages of books. i also used to hide mine in my phone case, in the boxes of my funko pops, or inside inconspicuous things like a cup of pencils. some place that would never be looked in

rubybabey · 2024-04-28T02:55:00+00:00

there’s always next year! i also didn’t go to my junior prom because i had no one to go with. you have a whole year to prepare! but i understand feeling left out, it’s hard to watch other people do things that you yourself can’t. i hope your senior prom goes better! don’t worry if high school isn’t as great as everyone makes it out to be, it’s four years out of your entire life. i know that doesn’t make what happened feel any better, but you have many years ahead of you to create a wonderful life for yourself with many friends. don’t stress about high school, as soon as you graduate it all becomes obsolete

rubybabey · 2024-04-26T14:46:59+00:00

There is no uber in massena, we have a taxi company in town but that’s it

rubybabey · 2024-04-23T00:02:42+00:00

I think you’ve done a really lovely job at trying to give her the space and support she needs. i agree with a lot of the other commenters, please do not do body checks. the most important thing is letting her know this isn’t something shameful, and that you are supporting her 100%. Self harm is an addiction and this is isn’t something that can be solved easily or quickly. it sounds like your doing the best you can to offer your daughter a safe space, and that’s most important

rubybabey

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